you don't know how hard it is.
the pressure on my shoulders having to crack my brains.
how nice it would be if you can understand.
i'm demoralised deep inside.
it makes me weak, inside i feel useless.
i want to weep. cos i'm a man,
and i'm suppose to take the lead.
but i'm not standing by my responsibilities.
i just can't think.
i feel inferior, when it comes to times where we can't decide.
i've suppose to be decisive, but i'm just so afraid.
it'll not be the only time, we've been thru this for number of times
and i'm sure we'll be facing this again in no time.
i'm just afraid you might be relying on me to bring you to new places.
i'm sorry i can't.