arrgghh, man. i bet all of you had a better day than me.
but one good thing though, i managed to survive a long, monotonous day.
well, provided with the fact that i've not stayed at home the whole day for the past few months.
hehe.
i'm always outside; there's always something for me to do.

i feel damn uneasy not meeting dear today.
maybe it's not too much a good thing to see her everyday.
cos i'll take it for granted, you know what i mean.
and then in times, like today, i'll keep feeling uncomfortable and 'die-die also want to see her'.
but i couldn't, sorry sweetheart.

today was too boring, that the only thing i enjoyed was the conversation with my mum,
that is, about her past. i swear today was the 53rd time i heard it, all over from the beginning.
LOLS.
so enough said, you know how my day was like.

having to put crackers into small packets, close to two hundred pieces of them,
took me the whole afternoon.
arms aching, my brain worn out. i didn't know my day would be this bad.
but hey, 'isham. you're doing a good deed! it's all for a good cause. (:

i had one hell of a feeling today.
it feels so good, it's been long since i experienced it. woooooohoooo!
it feels good not to make my mum angry.
i didn't have to hear her scream over the phone, i didn't have to be welcomed by a fuming face
when i return home. LOLS.
and again, today, i felt i've taken my mum for granted.
you know, this feeling of doing too much wrong, guilt of having lied too much to her.
hais.

so anw, tmr i'll be meeting dear! wheee!
so excited. i'm gonna smile so broadly the first thing i see her.
i'm not gonna take her for granted anymore; i know it has no link to smiling.
HAHA.
gonna spend some great time before she goes for training, while i'm gonna kick some balls.
hope i'll be blogging about a great day tmr. (:
it's always great when i get to see dearest.
lols.

it's 12.14 now.
i'd better get going. have to get up early tmr!
off to commonwealth, before meeting dear.
bedtime!

gooooodie night, readers.







and i'm gonna tell her i love her.
oh-so-ever-mushy me. (: