i just lived a moment that i once experienced in a dream.
if that's the parameter of things, then you should have checked thoroughly first.
if that is the parameter of things, we should have seen how much do i have of yours.
all the way from where we started.
all the problems we faced.
all the moments we cherished.
all those i have written in a notepad.

and i'm being put on the sword for being too concerned.
yeah yeah, i was too immature back then.
but now i understand the pinch of losing your money.

i know you tell me all those does not matter,
cos ultimately, i didn't tell you.
you know how i'd react when we talk about our past,
i just didn't want you to suffer the same fate.

now i'm being accused.
how can you ever judged things so easily.
i feel unfair.
those feelings have long gone, and have never returned.

sorry readers,
i just got to say this
that SHe is the only one i care for, and the one
i've loved, i'm loving, and i'll always be loving.

you should know me best.