for the record, i admit my mistake.
i was a disappointment.
i never thought my ignorance would cause so much hurt.
it did, and it did real bad.
and i'm sincerely sorry to those who have suffered from the consequences.
yes, i cheated.
cheat, was a word i truly underestimated.
cheat, to me, is striking off a romance..
be it flirt, fling, hook-ups - all these while you're attached.
i did none, none of the above.
yeah, yeah.
first crush, maybe that was why.
maybe i gave in too much to her, but i didn't intend all those all along.
i had no feelings, no interest. nothing.
maybe i was too concerned, maybe i was too nice being a friend.
maybe, that was where my fault lies.
whatever i may say, nothing could justify what i believe was right.
cos all that i say now makes no value.
i'm a cheat, and that's what you will always believe in.
sorries no longer work.
i believe you have your views.
and i do have my own stories.
one question lingers in my mind,
and i believe only i could comprehend the answer.
am i cheating when all along i had loved you, and i had not done anything that crosses the border?
Friday, October 9, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
away to china; right here waiting.
feeling unnecessarily extraordinarily anxious now.
haven't had any signs of dear today.
no text message, no calls, nothing on msn.
wonder what's up with that.
maybe i shan't worry too much.
but then again, why shouldn't i?
maybe the programmes are keeping her real occupied.
but dear said they should have some time on their own.
and the programmes aren't suppose to tie her down till 11, right?
nothing's making sense.
she's got her own reasons, i know.
been waiting on msn for the past hour, or so.
let's just hope, dear's not gonna let her friends use the comp for so long.
if she does.. again, then what's the point of our initial planned meeting time at 11?
i really want all these to end as immediate as it can.
sick and tired of worrying, and waiting, and getting angered and what not.
it's frustrating, if you wanna know.
haven't had any signs of dear today.
no text message, no calls, nothing on msn.
wonder what's up with that.
maybe i shan't worry too much.
but then again, why shouldn't i?
maybe the programmes are keeping her real occupied.
but dear said they should have some time on their own.
and the programmes aren't suppose to tie her down till 11, right?
nothing's making sense.
she's got her own reasons, i know.
been waiting on msn for the past hour, or so.
let's just hope, dear's not gonna let her friends use the comp for so long.
if she does.. again, then what's the point of our initial planned meeting time at 11?
i really want all these to end as immediate as it can.
sick and tired of worrying, and waiting, and getting angered and what not.
it's frustrating, if you wanna know.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
away to china; right here waiting.
24 hours on.
my first post of the 10-days tormenting ordeal.
at least the only consolation i could get is.. it's just 9 days away.
i'm not exeggarating any facts, but it's true i've been feeling quite distraught since i left the departure viewing mall.
the feeling it gets, it's as if dear's gonna be away for very long.
but 10 days ain't very short either.
10 days equals to the accumulated number of days she's been away on holidays since we were together.
bad enough, ain't it.
thinking again, that's over one week.
one-third of a month.
and given that we met almost every other day,
10 days is a pretty big deal.
just 24 hours, and i've been worrying so much.
china's china after all.
looking at the imports we've got here,
the impressions i get aren't that good.
which means, i've got lotsa things to worry about especially when dear's at their motherland.
my whole self is like a child trapped in a war.
maybe just no physical damage, or trauma.
but we're seeking one common hope;
anticipating for the agony to end as soon as possible.
my first post of the 10-days tormenting ordeal.
at least the only consolation i could get is.. it's just 9 days away.
i'm not exeggarating any facts, but it's true i've been feeling quite distraught since i left the departure viewing mall.
the feeling it gets, it's as if dear's gonna be away for very long.
but 10 days ain't very short either.
10 days equals to the accumulated number of days she's been away on holidays since we were together.
bad enough, ain't it.
thinking again, that's over one week.
one-third of a month.
and given that we met almost every other day,
10 days is a pretty big deal.
just 24 hours, and i've been worrying so much.
china's china after all.
looking at the imports we've got here,
the impressions i get aren't that good.
which means, i've got lotsa things to worry about especially when dear's at their motherland.
my whole self is like a child trapped in a war.
maybe just no physical damage, or trauma.
but we're seeking one common hope;
anticipating for the agony to end as soon as possible.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
d-dover day!
that's my dear for you!
me, with my long sleeves and army backpack. (:
i didn't ask for this shot, but it turned out pretty nice. hehe!
dear unglam shot no. 1. that's her expression of liking something too much. she does that to me, ALWAYS.
dear's unglam shot no.2. i don't know what this was about, but my camera shot's timing not that bad huh.
that's us. two months away from 2nd year!
an awkward shot. i didn't realise i was covering my *peepee*, until now when i'm writing this very sentence. HAHA!the plan was unplanned.
in other words, it was a so-last-minute thing.
dearest yearned to return to the old neighbourhood of dover for the longest time possible,
and yesterday was the day we made her wish fulfilled. LOLS.
dearest and i, we had initially planned for a army-open-house-outing with the rest of her classmates.
we were all set to go; i even woke up at 8 for that.
but things didn't go our way.
we had planned for a meet-up at 9.30 @ boon lay interchange.
but when we reached at 9.45, her friends were neither nowhere to be seen, nor had replied her msg.
and so we thought, we would have a change of plans.
dearest wanted to go for a little shopping for travelling stuffs, while i had a task to find new set of sandals, courtesy of my mum's sponsorship. (:
suntec was the place to be, and so we moved from boon lay to jurong east for a direct bus to city hall.
then out of the blue, peiyi called me on the phone.. and asked where we were. LOLS.
i was like, shits man.
and so i told her we had already taken our leave and had a change of plans.
peiyi had so much wanted us to join along; she pleaded 'eh, come back lah..' in her pitiful tone several times. HAHA, how funny.
decided not to return, and so went to suntec!
it was a pretty aimless shopping.
got moisturizer and granola bars from carrefour, and that was the end of our shopping.
the rest of the time, we were just walking and walking.. in a pointless pursuit for sandals. :'(
and thinking that i still have my braziliano praia, decided against buying a new one.
save money huh. (:
had nowhere else to go, nothing else to do.
and so out of nothing, both of us suggested dover!
haha, i was actually excited for the place.
maybe cos i wanted to hear the stories and memories dearest had to share.
from her lifestyle, up till her love encounters there. (: (:
should i share?
haha, no no. it's personal.
only dearest knows what i'm talking about. LOLS.
so yeah, it's been so long since dear had left dover, that she forgot the stop we had to alight at.
and subsequently, missed a stop.
swear to god, the previous stop we missed was like 300 metres away?
stopped at the NUS busstop, and came across lotsa ITE students, among them fauzi and pe'eh.
walked to the opposite side of the road, on this very worn-out concrete pavement.
we were convinced it would lead us to the dover road estate, so we walked on.
just as we wanted to take a turn, we realised the pavement had reached a dead end!
like wth!
and a sight of a huge terrain of grass stared at us.
it was all muddy and wet. eee...
we were both in whites, and were both in covered shoes.
dear wore her new pair, unfortunately for here that is.
walked, walked, walked.
and poooom, we reached the 1980's.
or that was what i first thought! HAHAHA.
to those who have seen dover, you may know what i'm uttering about.
the neighbourhood, the blocks precisely.. looked torn and tainted!
dover was like an island on it's own.
i see no children, i see no mats & minahs.. the life there was slow-paced, much to the contrast of life on the fast lane.
i see pretty much elderly; there wasn't any much life besides the sounds of the tele, and the chatterings of uncles and aunties.
half of the number of shops were closed.
provision shops dominated the terraces of shops which encircled the central market.
we received stares and glares from uncles and foreign workers alike, no thanks to dearest.
too eye-catching, i guess. LOLS.
dover was an old estate with little new breath of life;
apartment blocks were grey; perfectly reflecting the sober yet serene living it offers.
dover suitably resembles the existence of sweet love letters;
fast facing extention in the face of the rapid improvements -
dover lives on as one-of-its-kind in the ever-changing environment in singapore,
while love letters are fast replaced by short-message-services and emails.
undoubtedly old-fashioned, but they are dying.
sad, pretty sad. :(
so well anyway.
dearest should be thankful that she could still visit her much-loved neighbourhood.
i totally envy her.
i have no places to share my childhood memories from,
i saw block 19 demolished to it's very barren patch of land. :(
that was my best house yet, cos it's got two huge halls!
and the thing i loved about it was, the period of time i lived there was so care-free,
unbound by troubles and worries.
everyday was school, eat and play.
books, rice and soccer.
the life was so much the same like the dover mentioned above.
sober, quiet.. yet tranquil.
:'( sob sob.
i've still got west coast to share, the very least.
i lived at block 709 from the time i was 0 month, till i was 5.
i had imprecise memories, apart from shouting my heart out at the window, and getting scolded by my late granddad for playing with scissors.
i've only got photos to share.
although i grew up in teban gardens, my life was all west coast.
i simply lived the past 17 years around the west coast area,
it's too deep in my blood to imagine myself leaving.
i know teban gardens, pandan gardens, clementi and west coast at my fingertips.
i know every single corners, and block around here. LOLS.
it's been a really long post, guess i'll call it a day.
it's 3.58am as i end off this post.
blog again soon, aiye?
nights to all those sound asleep now.
and one thing left for dear,
i love you. (:
Monday, September 7, 2009
my fasting weekend. (:
from left - haslinda (in white), danial, myself and huzaini!
that's my qifa clique. (:i enjoyed this past saturday really alot. (:
it was the earliest time i left home since the fasting month started.
my day started off with a meet-up with you-know-who, who else... DEAREST!
it had been a while since i saw her, and was looking forward to the meet-up.
the past meetings has really been all about china.
yesterday was no different, as dearest had to shop for necessary travel items.
headed off to jp, watson's precisely.
bought quite a lot of stuffs, like shampoo, toothpaste and disposable.. ehem, undergarments. (:
i was in the mood to shop too; i longed for long sleeves casual top.
combed around jp, but to no avail. :(
and dear, she bought heels too! for presentations and some shits over at china.
really ain't looking to the 14th, for like once in our relationship.
we'd be celebrating our 22th month, but that's the same day dear would be leaving. HAIS.
that'll be like a week from now. wow.
gonna be a torrid period, but i guess i'll just try to be fine.
my qifa peeps planned for a break-fast a few weeks back,
and so we had our meal at zam zam's restaurant somewhere near bussorah street.
initial meeting time was at 6, but waited till 7 for everyone else to come.
and by the maghrib prayer time, we were still strolling to the foodplace.
the funny thing was, mohsin brought A WHOLE BOX of dates along.
that was pretty hilarious; come on, no one ever does that. LOLS.
it was thoughtful though, he had good intentions. (:
i had chicken murtabak which i shared with mohsin.
i didn't know why, but i was already full by my first slice of murtabak.
managed to finish eventually, after much dilly-dallying. HAHA.
went for prayers over at sultan mosque, and unsurprisingly,
only me and again, mohsin were the only ones who prayed. LOLs.
that's my peeps for you.
went to bali lane for.. SHEESHA!
that was like the first time i had those in singapore.
tried a couple times over at johor before, and i have one set of sheesha at home.
we were shunned by several shops initially, cos some of us.. like me, were underaged. HAHA.
managed to settle down at this certain shop, but we had to hang out at the outdoor area.
i was fine with that, as long as i could sheesha and slack. (:
shared stories of our lives, and got to know that
muzzamir's now in RTC, for rioting..
nadiah has a child now, with god-knows-who.
and everyone who were present yesterday smoked, apart from me.
sad, ain't it? to see that your childhood friends are drifting to negative ways.
i'm lucky i know where i stand.
dearest was behaving very well yesterday, and didn't have to quarrel with her at any point of time.
i learnt to be honest, as i told dear every occurences that i experienced yesterday.
i know dearest's a bit bothered, especially when i'm hanging out with a clique that has got my ex-girlfriend in it.
but no worries babe, i know my limits and i know the rights and the wrongs.
love you babe. (:
anyways, i'll be going to the army open house tmr!
last day, and so i'm hoping for very little turnout.
i don't like crowds, seriously man.
gonna go with dearest, and her clique.
looking forward. (:
till tomorrow,
chiaos!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
there's something about your smile. (:
the date's 31st august.
it only means.. TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION!
not much of a celebration for me.
overslept, woke up really late.
and eventually only get to meet one teacher. LOLS.
tanglin's still got a place in my heart.
that was where i gained my identity, where i first tasted popularity,
where i picked up leadership, where i experienced football success..
whoa, i had so much bittersweet memories.
man oh man, and who can forget all my scandals. hehe. (:
one girl to another in a flash.
imagine, i was romantically linked to three girls within a year.
dude, what was i thinking back then?!
now appearing to take it slow, sticking to the one and only. (:
man, can't forget my 'tanglin bo-bei-chao' times.
that's the team's pre-match warcry by the way. LOLS.
can't forget the warm-ups and everything.
and, can't forget the crowd we had on vital matches.
dear was among them on several occasions last time. hehe.
man, how can i forget how our players drained themselves out on every match,
how we played so well, so organized and very stable.
i was, and still extremely proud of my teammates-cum-bestfriends.
we got to the national levels for three years in a row.
sec 1 was totally crap, didn't have much playing time.
sec 2 was so much better, i was the captain under mr. awang's guidance.
and from then on, my trophy collection began. (:
got 4th in west zone's, while finishing 6th in nationals.
sec 3 was by far the best! (: (:
played in a team with so many national players, yet i still managed to appear in every match at the left flank!
got 3rd in west zone's, and 4th in nationals! lols.
sec 4 was where i regained captaincy responsibilities,
and that year we ended 4th in west zone's, and 5th on the national ranking!
man, i gotta list all these achievements down before my memories of the past fades.
really proud. (: especially when we were coachless when i was in sec 4!
wanna thank mr. wan, coach and mr. ng for everything.
and my teammates (saiful, ismail, aidee, razif, asri, kevin, johani, suhairi, weixiong, jufree, karrazi).
those 4 years are to be stored in my memory storage forever! (:
so yeah, after tanglin, heading down to ikea with the fantastic four!
that's mich, cheechin, meiyun and lastly my gf, shilin.
they had so much fun gossiping, while i had so much fun eavesdropping.
it was hard to understand the mandarin at some point, anyway. LOLS.
went there to eat. oh, forgot to add 'they' at the front of the previous sentence.
i didn't eat, obviously.
mich had like three plates of food, and she was sharing table with me.
so me, as a religious man with strong faith, resisted the sights and temptations of food.
it was real tough; those crispy golden french fries were calling me man..
HAHA.
i spent the best part of my day after that, while i was alone with dearest.
we went to jurong point, to settle some remittance stuff and to have break-fast.
man, the feeling was so damn, freaking, uber shiok!
dearest was so damn stunning, and we were both in jeans.
it's not always that we're both in jeans, and so i felt like we were a matured couple. LOLS.
and the feeling of love, came back to life again.
it's been long since i had this very feeling, maybe cos...
well, i admit.. i've been taking things for granted.
today i feel so loved, and i feel so much in love that i literally wanted to give dear my whole heart. LOLS.
i want to live a day like this everyday!
i want to never take things for granted anymore, hopefully.
and i want to never scold dearest anymore.
i want to be.. a good boyfriend like i was before. HAHA! (:
had a lengthy heart-to-heart period with dearest at the staircase flight.
i looooove those times cos we get to talk alot, really lots.
and the other thing i love about it.. i get to appreciate dearest alot.
i love watching dearest smile, because it's contagious.
it gets me on the smiling mood. (:
and that's why dearest, i told you i wanna spend every moment smiling at you.
i wanna get addicted to your smile, so that i can eventually kick my scolding habits away. (:
you know your smile wipes off my anger away. (:
i feel so lovey-dovey right now.
so unlike me, especially after honeymoon period's over. LOLS.
nevermind, i love the feeling of falling in love.
and i wanna make sure that every moment spent with dearest stays like that, from now on.
goodnight babe,
goodnight world. (:
where are you and i'm so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
it only means.. TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION!
not much of a celebration for me.
overslept, woke up really late.
and eventually only get to meet one teacher. LOLS.
tanglin's still got a place in my heart.
that was where i gained my identity, where i first tasted popularity,
where i picked up leadership, where i experienced football success..
whoa, i had so much bittersweet memories.
man oh man, and who can forget all my scandals. hehe. (:
one girl to another in a flash.
imagine, i was romantically linked to three girls within a year.
dude, what was i thinking back then?!
now appearing to take it slow, sticking to the one and only. (:
man, can't forget my 'tanglin bo-bei-chao' times.
that's the team's pre-match warcry by the way. LOLS.
can't forget the warm-ups and everything.
and, can't forget the crowd we had on vital matches.
dear was among them on several occasions last time. hehe.
man, how can i forget how our players drained themselves out on every match,
how we played so well, so organized and very stable.
i was, and still extremely proud of my teammates-cum-bestfriends.
we got to the national levels for three years in a row.
sec 1 was totally crap, didn't have much playing time.
sec 2 was so much better, i was the captain under mr. awang's guidance.
and from then on, my trophy collection began. (:
got 4th in west zone's, while finishing 6th in nationals.
sec 3 was by far the best! (: (:
played in a team with so many national players, yet i still managed to appear in every match at the left flank!
got 3rd in west zone's, and 4th in nationals! lols.
sec 4 was where i regained captaincy responsibilities,
and that year we ended 4th in west zone's, and 5th on the national ranking!
man, i gotta list all these achievements down before my memories of the past fades.
really proud. (: especially when we were coachless when i was in sec 4!
wanna thank mr. wan, coach and mr. ng for everything.
and my teammates (saiful, ismail, aidee, razif, asri, kevin, johani, suhairi, weixiong, jufree, karrazi).
those 4 years are to be stored in my memory storage forever! (:
so yeah, after tanglin, heading down to ikea with the fantastic four!
that's mich, cheechin, meiyun and lastly my gf, shilin.
they had so much fun gossiping, while i had so much fun eavesdropping.
it was hard to understand the mandarin at some point, anyway. LOLS.
went there to eat. oh, forgot to add 'they' at the front of the previous sentence.
i didn't eat, obviously.
mich had like three plates of food, and she was sharing table with me.
so me, as a religious man with strong faith, resisted the sights and temptations of food.
it was real tough; those crispy golden french fries were calling me man..
HAHA.
i spent the best part of my day after that, while i was alone with dearest.
we went to jurong point, to settle some remittance stuff and to have break-fast.
man, the feeling was so damn, freaking, uber shiok!
dearest was so damn stunning, and we were both in jeans.
it's not always that we're both in jeans, and so i felt like we were a matured couple. LOLS.
and the feeling of love, came back to life again.
it's been long since i had this very feeling, maybe cos...
well, i admit.. i've been taking things for granted.
today i feel so loved, and i feel so much in love that i literally wanted to give dear my whole heart. LOLS.
i want to live a day like this everyday!
i want to never take things for granted anymore, hopefully.
and i want to never scold dearest anymore.
i want to be.. a good boyfriend like i was before. HAHA! (:
had a lengthy heart-to-heart period with dearest at the staircase flight.
i looooove those times cos we get to talk alot, really lots.
and the other thing i love about it.. i get to appreciate dearest alot.
i love watching dearest smile, because it's contagious.
it gets me on the smiling mood. (:
and that's why dearest, i told you i wanna spend every moment smiling at you.
i wanna get addicted to your smile, so that i can eventually kick my scolding habits away. (:
you know your smile wipes off my anger away. (:
i feel so lovey-dovey right now.
so unlike me, especially after honeymoon period's over. LOLS.
nevermind, i love the feeling of falling in love.
and i wanna make sure that every moment spent with dearest stays like that, from now on.
goodnight babe,
goodnight world. (:
where are you and i'm so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
my weekend!
man, i really enjoyed yesterday! (:
had break-fast over at spaghetti too, before going for little shopping.
spent so much time with dearest after that, talking crap all over.
anyway, watched the movie 'Taken' starring Liam Neeson.
rented the disc with dearest on thursday.
man, i've been longing to watch the movie before today.
the plot's so interesting, what more me being a huge fan of action movies.
i wanna be a dad like him, one who would go to all lengths to save your offspring.
was really captivated throughout. HEHE.
engrossed, as dear would say.
going back to tanglin on monday.
hope to see my ex-teachers, after a full year of not meeting.
and eager to meet my other friends, really miss them much!
i'm on the tv now.
enjoying my super-saturday-football-weekend.
excited anticipating the arsenal-man united game! (:
was watching liverpool-bolton & spurs-birmingham earlier.
two things i gotta say.
liverpool was super-duper disgusting; they committed so many fouls which could have resulted in red cards.
and they thrailed the match twice; i don't think they deserve to get the three points.
i think they'll lose the next game. (:
and spurs, no better.
lucky-shit. winning goal in the 95th minute.
eee.
ten more minutes to the big game. (:
let me get myself mentally prepared. LOLS, bullshit.
chiaos!
had break-fast over at spaghetti too, before going for little shopping.
spent so much time with dearest after that, talking crap all over.
anyway, watched the movie 'Taken' starring Liam Neeson.
rented the disc with dearest on thursday.
man, i've been longing to watch the movie before today.
the plot's so interesting, what more me being a huge fan of action movies.
i wanna be a dad like him, one who would go to all lengths to save your offspring.
was really captivated throughout. HEHE.
engrossed, as dear would say.
going back to tanglin on monday.
hope to see my ex-teachers, after a full year of not meeting.
and eager to meet my other friends, really miss them much!
i'm on the tv now.
enjoying my super-saturday-football-weekend.
excited anticipating the arsenal-man united game! (:
was watching liverpool-bolton & spurs-birmingham earlier.
two things i gotta say.
liverpool was super-duper disgusting; they committed so many fouls which could have resulted in red cards.
and they thrailed the match twice; i don't think they deserve to get the three points.
i think they'll lose the next game. (:
and spurs, no better.
lucky-shit. winning goal in the 95th minute.
eee.
ten more minutes to the big game. (:
let me get myself mentally prepared. LOLS, bullshit.
chiaos!
Friday, August 28, 2009
i seriously ain't got any titles for this, pardon.
exam's long gone!
engineering maths was okay, except for some parts.
cos i've got varying answers that were different from mine.
quite worried, but hey, what's done is done.. right?
ACDA was so much fun!
cos i anticipated the paper with so much suspense.
i studied the whole module via past year papers, simply cos i didn't know where to start. LOLS.
was kinda surrendering my fate to god, seriously.
and god was kind enough to put things to my favour. (:
alhamdulillah.
got my new pair of boots!
white-red nike tiempo costing 75 bucks!
had azzrul and fazlee accompanying me.
dearest was all set to tag along, but she overslept on that fateful day. HAHA.
so, surveyed jersey purchasal and printing as well.
got some good offers, noticably puma and umbro.
best offer was $43 for both, full set.
leaning towards umbro, cos puma's design rather plain.
but it's all up to the mates also.
i'm fine with either. (:
went to fico yesterday!
with 25 others.
great platform to test out my tiempos.
it was a good outing, got to display few moments of brilliance. CHEY.. lols.
it was rather challenging, given the fact that all of us were fasting.
my throat was freaking dry, and felt very sticky. ee.
but i had pledged earlier that fasting ain't stopping me from football,
and football ain't stopping me from fasting. (:
me and my hermanos broke fast at somewhere really random.
bought big bottled-drinks, with crackers and fruits half an hour before break-fast.
had to settle for somewhere which could accomodate approximately 15 people,
so we decided for the.. playground! LOLS.
felt really like some mats-mats who are homeless.
had a great time there, talking trash all over with fazlee leading the line. HAHA.
had a proper break-fast over at banquet @ jp, i had this awesome spicy ramen!
recommended, from the korean stall.
the stallowner was very nice too, to explain all the dishes that we clearly were not familiar to.
5 bucks, but it was all worth it. yum yum! (:
today, today.
planning to meet up with babe for break-fast at spaghetti too!
that was what we planned earlier, don't know if it's still on.
dear's watching movie as i'm typing this down.
so, i'm unsure of all plans today.
now that exam's over, i feel that i have nothing to work on to.
feel empty, lols.
wanna go out, but it's fasting period.
i'm okay with that, should wait till it ends.
while ramadhan is still here, i should capitalise on this chance to be good. (:
chiaos readers.
much loves! wheeee.
engineering maths was okay, except for some parts.
cos i've got varying answers that were different from mine.
quite worried, but hey, what's done is done.. right?
ACDA was so much fun!
cos i anticipated the paper with so much suspense.
i studied the whole module via past year papers, simply cos i didn't know where to start. LOLS.
was kinda surrendering my fate to god, seriously.
and god was kind enough to put things to my favour. (:
alhamdulillah.
got my new pair of boots!
white-red nike tiempo costing 75 bucks!
had azzrul and fazlee accompanying me.
dearest was all set to tag along, but she overslept on that fateful day. HAHA.
so, surveyed jersey purchasal and printing as well.
got some good offers, noticably puma and umbro.
best offer was $43 for both, full set.
leaning towards umbro, cos puma's design rather plain.
but it's all up to the mates also.
i'm fine with either. (:
went to fico yesterday!
with 25 others.
great platform to test out my tiempos.
it was a good outing, got to display few moments of brilliance. CHEY.. lols.
it was rather challenging, given the fact that all of us were fasting.
my throat was freaking dry, and felt very sticky. ee.
but i had pledged earlier that fasting ain't stopping me from football,
and football ain't stopping me from fasting. (:
me and my hermanos broke fast at somewhere really random.
bought big bottled-drinks, with crackers and fruits half an hour before break-fast.
had to settle for somewhere which could accomodate approximately 15 people,
so we decided for the.. playground! LOLS.
felt really like some mats-mats who are homeless.
had a great time there, talking trash all over with fazlee leading the line. HAHA.
had a proper break-fast over at banquet @ jp, i had this awesome spicy ramen!
recommended, from the korean stall.
the stallowner was very nice too, to explain all the dishes that we clearly were not familiar to.
5 bucks, but it was all worth it. yum yum! (:
today, today.
planning to meet up with babe for break-fast at spaghetti too!
that was what we planned earlier, don't know if it's still on.
dear's watching movie as i'm typing this down.
so, i'm unsure of all plans today.
now that exam's over, i feel that i have nothing to work on to.
feel empty, lols.
wanna go out, but it's fasting period.
i'm okay with that, should wait till it ends.
while ramadhan is still here, i should capitalise on this chance to be good. (:
chiaos readers.
much loves! wheeee.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
a long hiatus, a really really long hiatus!
whoa, it's been a long time coming.
too long that i totally forgot my blogger's username and password combination. LOLS.
but here i've arrived to revive my long-time-dead blog back to life again! (:
anyways, a million and one things have taken place since i last posted an entry.
been really busy with school, especially with Futsal and my Interdisciplinary Studies module.
something not really much a big deal to brag about, but I'm the president for Futsal! Wheeeet!
but then again, great power come great responsibilities.
luckily i've got johnny to assist me in my stuffs!
IS module was such a crap at first.
my group, 4B!GWindows, picked up the idea of holding a main event for some Ngee Ann's National Day Carnival shit.
I mean yeah, it was literally shitty!
Nevermind, never wish to elaborate further.
but at least on the positive note, my group's 'Don't Forget the Lyrics'-inspired gameshow put much life to the dead 'carnival', much to our satisfaction!
And by the way, got to stay at the loft for the second time! LOLS.
Exam period now, and as I'm typing my first post since 4 months ago, I'm actually reciting my ACDA formula!
i can multitask, okay... (:
left with two papers, same with dearest!
my semester holiday officially starts at 11.10a.m on this coming Tuesday! woohoo!
that's like two days from now!
cooool cooool. :P
but then again, fasting month's here.
no, no. not saying that fasting's no good.
but it only means that i can't do certain things, like... watching movies, sun-tanning at sentosa, etc.
as a consolation, fasting month would give me lotsa time to gym out and build up on my mass!
trying to visit the gym daily, if possible. (:
well, I've got thousand and one things to do this holidays!
firstly, i'll set alot of days after the fasting month to go out with dearest!
gotta spend alot of time, gonna do lotsa stuffs!
i promise you that, babe.. although i have no ideas yet in mind. LOLS.
anw, babe's gonna be away to china for a ten-day trip starting on 16th September.
gonna be kinda lonely, but i'm sure to spend it well.
hope those break-fast outings scheduled with my friends would happen within that period of time.
outing with primary school friends, and possibly with my fellow tanglinians.
looking forward to those!
i'm kinda excited that i'll be getting back active in the field football scene.
it's been really long since i last played on the greens, so long that i last owned my own pair of boots last year.
my malay ECE-BME mates will be forming a soccer team, and i'm one of the star signings. (hehe, self-proclaimed!)
plans for the purchasal of jerseys, locations of training sessions and other details have taken place.
i'll be donning number 8, i think.
but what is sure is that i'll be featuring at the left flank! cristiano's at that position at galacticos, ain't it?
mates, be sure to see some of him in me, and some of me in him. HAHA, wth.
really really excited about the prospects of playing field football once again, after a year on the futsal court! (:
immediate plans after exams have been confirmed.
visiting queensway with dearest, fazlee and azzrul to survey some jerseys, and to get my new pair of boots!
looking at some interesting designs now, but i'm definitely ruling out adidas. (:
and queensway, haircut @ jurong point in the afternoon!
woohoo, 43 hours to the end of exams.
gotta start mugging again now, CHIAOS!
my blog's so dead that i'm sure no one's gonna read this post so sooon, at least not until the end of August. LOLS.
lastly, wishing the best of lucks to those taking their exams, and not to forget my fellow Muslims, Selamat Berpuasa in the holy month of Ramadhan! (:
too long that i totally forgot my blogger's username and password combination. LOLS.
but here i've arrived to revive my long-time-dead blog back to life again! (:
anyways, a million and one things have taken place since i last posted an entry.
been really busy with school, especially with Futsal and my Interdisciplinary Studies module.
something not really much a big deal to brag about, but I'm the president for Futsal! Wheeeet!
but then again, great power come great responsibilities.
luckily i've got johnny to assist me in my stuffs!
IS module was such a crap at first.
my group, 4B!GWindows, picked up the idea of holding a main event for some Ngee Ann's National Day Carnival shit.
I mean yeah, it was literally shitty!
Nevermind, never wish to elaborate further.
but at least on the positive note, my group's 'Don't Forget the Lyrics'-inspired gameshow put much life to the dead 'carnival', much to our satisfaction!
And by the way, got to stay at the loft for the second time! LOLS.
Exam period now, and as I'm typing my first post since 4 months ago, I'm actually reciting my ACDA formula!
i can multitask, okay... (:
left with two papers, same with dearest!
my semester holiday officially starts at 11.10a.m on this coming Tuesday! woohoo!
that's like two days from now!
cooool cooool. :P
but then again, fasting month's here.
no, no. not saying that fasting's no good.
but it only means that i can't do certain things, like... watching movies, sun-tanning at sentosa, etc.
as a consolation, fasting month would give me lotsa time to gym out and build up on my mass!
trying to visit the gym daily, if possible. (:
well, I've got thousand and one things to do this holidays!
firstly, i'll set alot of days after the fasting month to go out with dearest!
gotta spend alot of time, gonna do lotsa stuffs!
i promise you that, babe.. although i have no ideas yet in mind. LOLS.
anw, babe's gonna be away to china for a ten-day trip starting on 16th September.
gonna be kinda lonely, but i'm sure to spend it well.
hope those break-fast outings scheduled with my friends would happen within that period of time.
outing with primary school friends, and possibly with my fellow tanglinians.
looking forward to those!
i'm kinda excited that i'll be getting back active in the field football scene.
it's been really long since i last played on the greens, so long that i last owned my own pair of boots last year.
my malay ECE-BME mates will be forming a soccer team, and i'm one of the star signings. (hehe, self-proclaimed!)
plans for the purchasal of jerseys, locations of training sessions and other details have taken place.
i'll be donning number 8, i think.
but what is sure is that i'll be featuring at the left flank! cristiano's at that position at galacticos, ain't it?
mates, be sure to see some of him in me, and some of me in him. HAHA, wth.
really really excited about the prospects of playing field football once again, after a year on the futsal court! (:
immediate plans after exams have been confirmed.
visiting queensway with dearest, fazlee and azzrul to survey some jerseys, and to get my new pair of boots!
looking at some interesting designs now, but i'm definitely ruling out adidas. (:
and queensway, haircut @ jurong point in the afternoon!
woohoo, 43 hours to the end of exams.
gotta start mugging again now, CHIAOS!
my blog's so dead that i'm sure no one's gonna read this post so sooon, at least not until the end of August. LOLS.
lastly, wishing the best of lucks to those taking their exams, and not to forget my fellow Muslims, Selamat Berpuasa in the holy month of Ramadhan! (:
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Guess who's back!
Nononono, Not 'Isham!
YEAH, IT's ME! SHILIN coming back with a new look.
(aiya, not me obviously) it's mohamo-isan!
seriously i dont even know why he made a silly blog url.
though i gave him that name. wahahaha.
Isham is obviously not blogging anymore.
guess he lost the mood. so i hope a new skin will like make him blog more.
and more importantly, think of what car to buy and drive me around next time!
I'm always blogging on his behalf lor...
ah, it's 2 days past 17th month.
yeap Happy 17th month 'Isham!
so ironic.
LOVES!
readers, do continue coming back cus I'll force him to blog somehow(:
oh ya, anw, both our blogs are about going home! HAHA. LAME!
but mine's a long road and his is a car!
that's how we complement each other in life! (:
YEAH, IT's ME! SHILIN coming back with a new look.
(aiya, not me obviously) it's mohamo-isan!
seriously i dont even know why he made a silly blog url.
though i gave him that name. wahahaha.
Isham is obviously not blogging anymore.
guess he lost the mood. so i hope a new skin will like make him blog more.
and more importantly, think of what car to buy and drive me around next time!
I'm always blogging on his behalf lor...
ah, it's 2 days past 17th month.
yeap Happy 17th month 'Isham!
so ironic.
LOVES!
readers, do continue coming back cus I'll force him to blog somehow(:
oh ya, anw, both our blogs are about going home! HAHA. LAME!
but mine's a long road and his is a car!
that's how we complement each other in life! (:
Thursday, March 12, 2009
@$%^&*^$@!
well, i certainly don't want to start a scuffle of temper here.
i now really well you wanted to address this matter all along.
you had all these in your mind, and it was before time you let this blow off your head.
and it was before time you tell the whole world how bad i really am.
it's rare for me to blog my problems up here,
but it's a big deal for me, for you to expose your discontend and condemning me that far.
it's a real big deal that i'm getting back here after a couple of months of absence just to blog about it.
it's a real big deal for me, and for once i teared in the shower just to think that i'm not able to defend my own line of accounts, because i know i'm in the wrong.
or at least, you feel all the fault's on me.
i'm freaking upset and i feel very lost.
yeah, i know.
i've been hitting the gym lately, which means i have a new routine besides meeting you everyday.
but it is just wrong for me to go there early in the morning?
i go there at 10 in the morning just to make sure i have enough time to work out and so, i would be able to meet you up as soon as possible.
that is, at 1.
i've been sleeping quite late, and sometimes my day starts at noon.
and i forgo my gym routine just to meet up with you, not only for one occasion, but for quite a number already.
am i wrong?
why not, you do all the travelling.
why not, you be in my shoes.
why not, i be you. and become so much of a princess to wait at home just for me to give you a visit.
it's easy talking, getting out at me all the time.
i don't need anything from you, all i need is a mere understanding.
and hey, sorry.
but i've not met up with anyone else, earlier than i do when i meet you.
what nonsense are you spurting.
and i know i promised i'd met you today.
and i stayed up for the soccer match.
but one thing you gotta know, i didn't catch a wink before the kick-off.
and it's all because of you, maybe not directly.
but i did it all for you.
maybe you might wonder what you did wrong.
you'll get to know it real soon.
you tell me not to be sad?
how can i not be.
i feel i have something to defend, and i'm doing it, all right.
i'm really upset, disappointed.
i've talked to you all about it all along, and now you're bringing this matter up.
you've been appreciative, but..
i don't know. i feel you could give so much more.
i'm in the wrong, that's obvious.
but that doesn't mean you're not, although it may be a little minor.
i now really well you wanted to address this matter all along.
you had all these in your mind, and it was before time you let this blow off your head.
and it was before time you tell the whole world how bad i really am.
it's rare for me to blog my problems up here,
but it's a big deal for me, for you to expose your discontend and condemning me that far.
it's a real big deal that i'm getting back here after a couple of months of absence just to blog about it.
it's a real big deal for me, and for once i teared in the shower just to think that i'm not able to defend my own line of accounts, because i know i'm in the wrong.
or at least, you feel all the fault's on me.
i'm freaking upset and i feel very lost.
yeah, i know.
i've been hitting the gym lately, which means i have a new routine besides meeting you everyday.
but it is just wrong for me to go there early in the morning?
i go there at 10 in the morning just to make sure i have enough time to work out and so, i would be able to meet you up as soon as possible.
that is, at 1.
i've been sleeping quite late, and sometimes my day starts at noon.
and i forgo my gym routine just to meet up with you, not only for one occasion, but for quite a number already.
am i wrong?
why not, you do all the travelling.
why not, you be in my shoes.
why not, i be you. and become so much of a princess to wait at home just for me to give you a visit.
it's easy talking, getting out at me all the time.
i don't need anything from you, all i need is a mere understanding.
and hey, sorry.
but i've not met up with anyone else, earlier than i do when i meet you.
what nonsense are you spurting.
and i know i promised i'd met you today.
and i stayed up for the soccer match.
but one thing you gotta know, i didn't catch a wink before the kick-off.
and it's all because of you, maybe not directly.
but i did it all for you.
maybe you might wonder what you did wrong.
you'll get to know it real soon.
you tell me not to be sad?
how can i not be.
i feel i have something to defend, and i'm doing it, all right.
i'm really upset, disappointed.
i've talked to you all about it all along, and now you're bringing this matter up.
you've been appreciative, but..
i don't know. i feel you could give so much more.
i'm in the wrong, that's obvious.
but that doesn't mean you're not, although it may be a little minor.
Friday, January 16, 2009
whenever i'm alone with you.
hey to all, salam sejahtera!
or in other words, good greetings! (:
it's been a week now, since i last updated a post here.
past week was crazy; schedules were tight and life's hectic.
managed to get past through it,but the coming week promises to be so much worse.
cats assignment, avionics project and human factors task.
they're all lining up to face me;
and that's what i call a real firing squad.
waiting to gun me down.
and so, the week went blah, blah, blah.
pretty nothing much, but at least i have three things to cheer about.
firstly, there was the futsal agm!
quite an emotional one for me, thinking that the seniors will be departing soon
and i'll be year two soon.
one great thing though, i was selected into the committee!
which means, the other three newly-nominated and me
will be conducting training sessions besides having to take over the CCA matters.
but one thing i'm not looking forward to, the trials for this april's poly intake.
secondly, fifa 09's already in my books.
got the folders from jeevan yesterday. (:
a big deal for me, this is. cos it means i don't have to waste 50 bucks to get the cd console.
coool stuff.graphics all great, and it looks so much more realistic than the previous versions.
i was wrong to say nothing could ever be better than fifa08.
and lastly, lastly!the best thing that could happen over the past month.
and that's always gotta be dear's and mine monthly celebration.
fourteen on the fourteenth!i'm so sorry sweetheart,
that we weren't able to carry out our initial plan.
i couldn't estimate the meeting duration,
that's why i met you like 50 minutes after out planned meeting time.
i could see i was a total disappointment to you, so sorry to spoil it all.
settled for a western dinner at holland village,
only the second time we've been there.
lambchop and chickenchop for us, and went over to coffee bean to chill out. (:
and that's where i handed the laptop over to dear, and presented her my creation.
a video, that is, one of the reasons why i was so occupied over the week,
so occupied that i wasn't able
to drop by this site here to blog my life out.
it took me weeks to finish it up, although it could have been done in days.
great video though, i would tear if i was the one being surprised with it. haha! wth.
so yeah, all went pretty cool except that i'm getting home real late as the days go by.
gotta get home earlier next time, before my dad blasts me off.
alright, i'll try to get pictures uploaded up here soon.
and by the way, to close things off, i have to admit one thing.
my new year resolution number 1 failed.
read my first post of the year to get me.
till the fifteenth, dearest.
i love you, endlessly. (:
Friday, January 9, 2009
magellan!
whoa, a week flew past just like that.
or rather, a week of schooling just went past in a whiz.
lessons' tempo really went too fast, too quick for me to adapt to the pace.
besides getting the exam results, school was pretty normal.
except from the fact that dear and i are making good use of our time after school,
doing schoolwork instead of straying around shopping centres.
that's good, at least a minor improvement.
so anyway, i'm not looking forward to the weekends.
tons of work to do, and tests are all rushing on to me next week.
this is what i call rush hour.
nevermind, as long as i get to unwind myself a little bit or two,
i guess i'll do fine. (:
booked magellan today, and spend the first two hours finishing the rest of the bank job.
great movie, very very cool settings.
and great actors.
man, josh statham gotta be my new favourite actor. (:
weixiong and bernice did something really stupid today.
happened to chance upon my room, and did a lilttle catch-up with them.
training's starting next week! woohoo!
time to exercise, baby.
spent only a short while with dearest today, but nonetheless, it was fun like always.
watched chinese sitcom reunion dinner on mobtv, and had kfc for dinner.
i'm missing miss chua shilin real badly now,
and to make matters worse,
i won't get to meet her tomorrow!
nevermind, that'll inspire me to get on with life and look forward to sunday!
(:
today was a very, very fine day.
but nothing was better than planting a kiss on your forehead.
loves, my bunny hunny.
mwah!
or rather, a week of schooling just went past in a whiz.
lessons' tempo really went too fast, too quick for me to adapt to the pace.
besides getting the exam results, school was pretty normal.
except from the fact that dear and i are making good use of our time after school,
doing schoolwork instead of straying around shopping centres.
that's good, at least a minor improvement.
so anyway, i'm not looking forward to the weekends.
tons of work to do, and tests are all rushing on to me next week.
this is what i call rush hour.
nevermind, as long as i get to unwind myself a little bit or two,
i guess i'll do fine. (:
booked magellan today, and spend the first two hours finishing the rest of the bank job.
great movie, very very cool settings.
and great actors.
man, josh statham gotta be my new favourite actor. (:
weixiong and bernice did something really stupid today.
happened to chance upon my room, and did a lilttle catch-up with them.
training's starting next week! woohoo!
time to exercise, baby.
spent only a short while with dearest today, but nonetheless, it was fun like always.
watched chinese sitcom reunion dinner on mobtv, and had kfc for dinner.
i'm missing miss chua shilin real badly now,
and to make matters worse,
i won't get to meet her tomorrow!
nevermind, that'll inspire me to get on with life and look forward to sunday!
(:
today was a very, very fine day.
but nothing was better than planting a kiss on your forehead.
loves, my bunny hunny.
mwah!
Thursday, January 8, 2009
love, all you need to know.
went to school with dearest in the morning.
very cool, cos rarely got the chance to.
and i discovered a new route today,
but bet i won't be using it very often.
anyways, school was great.
today was the first day of the cca fiesta.
went for a walk-about, during lesson time. HAHA.
nothing much though, and sadly futsal ain't too big a CCA to be given a booth for our own.
shucks.
got the final pieces of exam results today,
great but not too fantastic.
for a subject i thought i'd do best, i frustrated myself.
EG2, or engineering maths 2, i got 77 out of 100.
was expecting a little bit higher, at least beyond the 80 mark.
but, but. different is to said about DEL!
i thought i would do averagely well, but the result was beyond my belief.
i mean, i'm not trying to boast the shit out of me.
but i'm too happy to share this!
come on, i was weak in the binary numbers and all.
and only finished my revision cycle the morning before exams.
96 was not something i was expecting, but i actually did it.
*smiles.
managed to spend time with dearest after school.
she did her work while i was partially slacking and sweating my ass trying to download the HumanFactor reading assignment.
dearest looks best when she smiles.
or at least, when she looks at me in the eye.
a shoutout to you, sweetheart.
i'm enormously sorry for not giving you the attention you craved just now.
now, i'm kicking myself cos i'm missing you terribly.
let tomorrow be a new day, alright?
i'll treat you better next time around. (:
you held my hand and asked me what's love.
my reply was dissatisfying just now, i know.
now i'm compensating myself.
you wanna know what's love?
read up all your entries from november 2007, and there you have it,
all you need to know.
love; ours began at the singapore river on the night of the fourteenth.
very cool, cos rarely got the chance to.
and i discovered a new route today,
but bet i won't be using it very often.
anyways, school was great.
today was the first day of the cca fiesta.
went for a walk-about, during lesson time. HAHA.
nothing much though, and sadly futsal ain't too big a CCA to be given a booth for our own.
shucks.
got the final pieces of exam results today,
great but not too fantastic.
for a subject i thought i'd do best, i frustrated myself.
EG2, or engineering maths 2, i got 77 out of 100.
was expecting a little bit higher, at least beyond the 80 mark.
but, but. different is to said about DEL!
i thought i would do averagely well, but the result was beyond my belief.
i mean, i'm not trying to boast the shit out of me.
but i'm too happy to share this!
come on, i was weak in the binary numbers and all.
and only finished my revision cycle the morning before exams.
96 was not something i was expecting, but i actually did it.
*smiles.
managed to spend time with dearest after school.
she did her work while i was partially slacking and sweating my ass trying to download the HumanFactor reading assignment.
dearest looks best when she smiles.
or at least, when she looks at me in the eye.
a shoutout to you, sweetheart.
i'm enormously sorry for not giving you the attention you craved just now.
now, i'm kicking myself cos i'm missing you terribly.
let tomorrow be a new day, alright?
i'll treat you better next time around. (:
you held my hand and asked me what's love.
my reply was dissatisfying just now, i know.
now i'm compensating myself.
you wanna know what's love?
read up all your entries from november 2007, and there you have it,
all you need to know.
love; ours began at the singapore river on the night of the fourteenth.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
school. (:
third day into the school term, and i'm having mixed feelings.
firstly, i've never managed to get through the three days without any short nap during lesson time.
that's bad. maybe i've yet to re-adapt to the schooling lifestyle.
guess i need to have more rest and sleep earlier every night. (:
and, and. results! yes, results!
did very badly for my first paper.
avionic systems, that is.
and i merely passed, a close shave i've got to say.
55 out of 100.
how does that sound?
today received back another paper.
the one i told i would fail, or barely passed.
but hey, my intuitions proved to be wrong.
i was afraid for nothing, all along.
although the mark's not that fantastic,
but considering i started revising only the night before,
it's absolutely unbelievable.
87 out of 100.
sounds good, ain't it.
my other results better be better.
firstly, i've never managed to get through the three days without any short nap during lesson time.
that's bad. maybe i've yet to re-adapt to the schooling lifestyle.
guess i need to have more rest and sleep earlier every night. (:
and, and. results! yes, results!
did very badly for my first paper.
avionic systems, that is.
and i merely passed, a close shave i've got to say.
55 out of 100.
how does that sound?
today received back another paper.
the one i told i would fail, or barely passed.
but hey, my intuitions proved to be wrong.
i was afraid for nothing, all along.
although the mark's not that fantastic,
but considering i started revising only the night before,
it's absolutely unbelievable.
87 out of 100.
sounds good, ain't it.
my other results better be better.
Monday, January 5, 2009
mash up!
i love the first day of new year.
but i hate the months to follow that is going to crumble up on me.
today was the start, and fortunately, an average one.
softball kicked off the school term, cats tore me apart by the third hour.
but meeting dearest was the best thing that could happen.
she's the one who keeps me going;
the carrot at the end of the race. (:
loads of stash left undone.
let me remind myself - DEL by thursday, Human Factor by friday.
get back to your senses, mr.
get your ass back on track.
shape up or ship out.
pizza hut for dinner today.
was trying to compensate for a promise made to dearest last month.
hope it would be enough to fulfil the promise.
i've got some cash back flowing in the bank.
but i'm not gonna dry myself up.
i've set my records straight.
new year, new beginning.
resolution 2009 no.2: buck up and sprint the final stretch until february the twenty-third.
and resolution no.3: be thrifty, and save up for the future. (:
anyways, i've decided to spice up things a little down here.
i'll add a new feature here;
i'll name it my daily random thoughts.
you see - in the current age, we have audio recorders, audio players and cameras.
these are things that could capture moments or experience that suits our sense of hearing and sense of sight.
so i wonder, and i'm longing for the time when a great man will emerge and lead us to a life-changing instruments that could capture taste, smell and feelings.
i'd be flabbergasted.
let's ponder for a second.
anyways, i forgot to add a major part in the last entry which covers my countdown celebration.
dear fainted in the train.
she was complaining of major headaches and urges to vomit prior to the incident.
i was lucky, though, that she was clinging onto me.
at least i managed to break her fall.
and i was again fortunate, that i'm equipped with a little or two about health knowledge.
my first instincts made me told me to clear her airway, ensuring that she keeps breathing.
oxygen's the word, baby. (:
i fanned her continuously and tapped her cheeks throughout the trip,
making sure she stays concious. that's important, mind you.
just when i was struggling to find other alternatives to keep her awake,
god sent me a helping hand.
a good samaritan - an aging chinese uncle, that is - handed me what i needed most.
a bottle of medicated oil.
that's so essential, i needed to keep her nerves active.
although it was only a few stops from redhill to clementi, time seemed to move oh-so-slowly for once.
i managed to overcome all fears and obstacles, and dear was back well on her feet.
once again people, brown boy saves the day. (:
a proud moment for me, at least dearest would know that i'm really capable of taking care of her. (:
it's 1.10 now.
i'd better get going.
bunny hunny, that's what you're destined to be.
and one last word for you. (:
know that i'll always be here when you need me, alright?
loves and regards,
mohamo isan. (:
but i hate the months to follow that is going to crumble up on me.
today was the start, and fortunately, an average one.
softball kicked off the school term, cats tore me apart by the third hour.
but meeting dearest was the best thing that could happen.
she's the one who keeps me going;
the carrot at the end of the race. (:
loads of stash left undone.
let me remind myself - DEL by thursday, Human Factor by friday.
get back to your senses, mr.
get your ass back on track.
shape up or ship out.
pizza hut for dinner today.
was trying to compensate for a promise made to dearest last month.
hope it would be enough to fulfil the promise.
i've got some cash back flowing in the bank.
but i'm not gonna dry myself up.
i've set my records straight.
new year, new beginning.
resolution 2009 no.2: buck up and sprint the final stretch until february the twenty-third.
and resolution no.3: be thrifty, and save up for the future. (:
anyways, i've decided to spice up things a little down here.
i'll add a new feature here;
i'll name it my daily random thoughts.
you see - in the current age, we have audio recorders, audio players and cameras.
these are things that could capture moments or experience that suits our sense of hearing and sense of sight.
so i wonder, and i'm longing for the time when a great man will emerge and lead us to a life-changing instruments that could capture taste, smell and feelings.
i'd be flabbergasted.
let's ponder for a second.
anyways, i forgot to add a major part in the last entry which covers my countdown celebration.
dear fainted in the train.
she was complaining of major headaches and urges to vomit prior to the incident.
i was lucky, though, that she was clinging onto me.
at least i managed to break her fall.
and i was again fortunate, that i'm equipped with a little or two about health knowledge.
my first instincts made me told me to clear her airway, ensuring that she keeps breathing.
oxygen's the word, baby. (:
i fanned her continuously and tapped her cheeks throughout the trip,
making sure she stays concious. that's important, mind you.
just when i was struggling to find other alternatives to keep her awake,
god sent me a helping hand.
a good samaritan - an aging chinese uncle, that is - handed me what i needed most.
a bottle of medicated oil.
that's so essential, i needed to keep her nerves active.
although it was only a few stops from redhill to clementi, time seemed to move oh-so-slowly for once.
i managed to overcome all fears and obstacles, and dear was back well on her feet.
once again people, brown boy saves the day. (:
a proud moment for me, at least dearest would know that i'm really capable of taking care of her. (:
it's 1.10 now.
i'd better get going.
bunny hunny, that's what you're destined to be.
and one last word for you. (:
know that i'll always be here when you need me, alright?
loves and regards,
mohamo isan. (:
new year's photos!
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centennial tower's the place to be..jpg)
taking a breather after a long-distance walk throughout the city hall district.
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somehow looks like a wedding photo. random post though..jpg)
there once again, cool photos but lousy quality.
the first photo of the day.
suntec city tower 3, it was so empty we went photo-crazy.
suntec once again. (:
photo-crazy, like i said.
the coolest shot, from my pov. the lighting effect at its best.the funniest thing was, while going insane taking photos at centennial's, we didn't realise there was a CCTV right behind us. and so, all our stupid and strange actions were caught on tape.
and at one instance, while i was placing the camera at a great angle on top of the wooden barricades, a security officer emerged from a security room to take a look at me, staring me in the eye, thinking that i was attempting a theft or something like that.
what the hell.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
new year, new me!
man, i just have to reach this point where i have to
buck up, pull my asscheeks together and return to blogging.
new year's resolution no.1: blog frequently.
that's something i'm always hesistant, and reluctant to do.
but come this new year, with a new me,
be sure that i'll be posting entries frequently!
and i promise, more photos will be uploaded! (:
anyways, new year was a blast!
better than last year's, in some ways.
just that, this year had too much walking!
imagine, from raffles swissotel to boat quay,
boat quay to marina square,
marina to suntec, to get the movie tickets,
and back to marina, for fireworks,
and finally marina to suntec once again for movies.
if you get tired reading this, visualise how tiring it was to walk it yourself. (:
nonetheless, it was filled with fun!
apart from the fact that dear was a lil' pissed,
and was carrying loads of pain due to the blisters.
managed to had some quality time, and that means
being able to have lenghty chats about anything under the sun!
god, i love communicating with dear!
but there was something i miss.
and it's the thing that made last year's celebration so much sweeter.
i didn't had a shot for a mini-concert this time.
i really miss dear resting on my shoulders and me singing my melodies into her ears!
nevermind, next year will be a perfect comeback. (:
so anyways, pictures will be here by tomorrow latest!
i promise.
i need to catch a breather and take a rest now.
school reopens within the next 8 hours!
adios! (:
not one to forget;
loves and regards, dearest.
buck up, pull my asscheeks together and return to blogging.
new year's resolution no.1: blog frequently.
that's something i'm always hesistant, and reluctant to do.
but come this new year, with a new me,
be sure that i'll be posting entries frequently!
and i promise, more photos will be uploaded! (:
anyways, new year was a blast!
better than last year's, in some ways.
just that, this year had too much walking!
imagine, from raffles swissotel to boat quay,
boat quay to marina square,
marina to suntec, to get the movie tickets,
and back to marina, for fireworks,
and finally marina to suntec once again for movies.
if you get tired reading this, visualise how tiring it was to walk it yourself. (:
nonetheless, it was filled with fun!
apart from the fact that dear was a lil' pissed,
and was carrying loads of pain due to the blisters.
managed to had some quality time, and that means
being able to have lenghty chats about anything under the sun!
god, i love communicating with dear!
but there was something i miss.
and it's the thing that made last year's celebration so much sweeter.
i didn't had a shot for a mini-concert this time.
i really miss dear resting on my shoulders and me singing my melodies into her ears!
nevermind, next year will be a perfect comeback. (:
so anyways, pictures will be here by tomorrow latest!
i promise.
i need to catch a breather and take a rest now.
school reopens within the next 8 hours!
adios! (:
not one to forget;
loves and regards, dearest.
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