away to china; right here waiting.

feeling unnecessarily extraordinarily anxious now.
haven't had any signs of dear today.
no text message, no calls, nothing on msn.
wonder what's up with that.

maybe i shan't worry too much.
but then again, why shouldn't i?
maybe the programmes are keeping her real occupied.
but dear said they should have some time on their own.
and the programmes aren't suppose to tie her down till 11, right?
nothing's making sense.
she's got her own reasons, i know.

been waiting on msn for the past hour, or so.
let's just hope, dear's not gonna let her friends use the comp for so long.
if she does.. again, then what's the point of our initial planned meeting time at 11?
i really want all these to end as immediate as it can.
sick and tired of worrying, and waiting, and getting angered and what not.
it's frustrating, if you wanna know.