away to china; right here waiting.

24 hours on.
my first post of the 10-days tormenting ordeal.
at least the only consolation i could get is.. it's just 9 days away.
i'm not exeggarating any facts, but it's true i've been feeling quite distraught since i left the departure viewing mall.
the feeling it gets, it's as if dear's gonna be away for very long.
but 10 days ain't very short either.
10 days equals to the accumulated number of days she's been away on holidays since we were together.
bad enough, ain't it.

thinking again, that's over one week.
one-third of a month.
and given that we met almost every other day,
10 days is a pretty big deal.

just 24 hours, and i've been worrying so much.
china's china after all.
looking at the imports we've got here,
the impressions i get aren't that good.
which means, i've got lotsa things to worry about especially when dear's at their motherland.

my whole self is like a child trapped in a war.
maybe just no physical damage, or trauma.
but we're seeking one common hope;
anticipating for the agony to end as soon as possible.