there's something about your smile. (:

the date's 31st august.
it only means.. TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION!
not much of a celebration for me.
overslept, woke up really late.
and eventually only get to meet one teacher. LOLS.

tanglin's still got a place in my heart.
that was where i gained my identity, where i first tasted popularity,
where i picked up leadership, where i experienced football success..
whoa, i had so much bittersweet memories.
man oh man, and who can forget all my scandals. hehe. (:
one girl to another in a flash.
imagine, i was romantically linked to three girls within a year.
dude, what was i thinking back then?!
now appearing to take it slow, sticking to the one and only. (:

man, can't forget my 'tanglin bo-bei-chao' times.
that's the team's pre-match warcry by the way. LOLS.
can't forget the warm-ups and everything.
and, can't forget the crowd we had on vital matches.
dear was among them on several occasions last time. hehe.
man, how can i forget how our players drained themselves out on every match,
how we played so well, so organized and very stable.

i was, and still extremely proud of my teammates-cum-bestfriends.
we got to the national levels for three years in a row.
sec 1 was totally crap, didn't have much playing time.
sec 2 was so much better, i was the captain under mr. awang's guidance.
and from then on, my trophy collection began. (:
got 4th in west zone's, while finishing 6th in nationals.
sec 3 was by far the best! (: (:
played in a team with so many national players, yet i still managed to appear in every match at the left flank!
got 3rd in west zone's, and 4th in nationals! lols.
sec 4 was where i regained captaincy responsibilities,
and that year we ended 4th in west zone's, and 5th on the national ranking!
man, i gotta list all these achievements down before my memories of the past fades.
really proud. (: especially when we were coachless when i was in sec 4!
wanna thank mr. wan, coach and mr. ng for everything.
and my teammates (saiful, ismail, aidee, razif, asri, kevin, johani, suhairi, weixiong, jufree, karrazi).
those 4 years are to be stored in my memory storage forever! (:

so yeah, after tanglin, heading down to ikea with the fantastic four!
that's mich, cheechin, meiyun and lastly my gf, shilin.
they had so much fun gossiping, while i had so much fun eavesdropping.
it was hard to understand the mandarin at some point, anyway. LOLS.
went there to eat. oh, forgot to add 'they' at the front of the previous sentence.
i didn't eat, obviously.
mich had like three plates of food, and she was sharing table with me.
so me, as a religious man with strong faith, resisted the sights and temptations of food.
it was real tough; those crispy golden french fries were calling me man..
HAHA.

i spent the best part of my day after that, while i was alone with dearest.
we went to jurong point, to settle some remittance stuff and to have break-fast.
man, the feeling was so damn, freaking, uber shiok!
dearest was so damn stunning, and we were both in jeans.
it's not always that we're both in jeans, and so i felt like we were a matured couple. LOLS.
and the feeling of love, came back to life again.
it's been long since i had this very feeling, maybe cos...
well, i admit.. i've been taking things for granted.
today i feel so loved, and i feel so much in love that i literally wanted to give dear my whole heart. LOLS.
i want to live a day like this everyday!
i want to never take things for granted anymore, hopefully.
and i want to never scold dearest anymore.
i want to be.. a good boyfriend like i was before. HAHA! (:

had a lengthy heart-to-heart period with dearest at the staircase flight.
i looooove those times cos we get to talk alot, really lots.
and the other thing i love about it.. i get to appreciate dearest alot.
i love watching dearest smile, because it's contagious.
it gets me on the smiling mood. (:

and that's why dearest, i told you i wanna spend every moment smiling at you.
i wanna get addicted to your smile, so that i can eventually kick my scolding habits away. (:
you know your smile wipes off my anger away. (:

i feel so lovey-dovey right now.
so unlike me, especially after honeymoon period's over. LOLS.
nevermind, i love the feeling of falling in love.
and i wanna make sure that every moment spent with dearest stays like that, from now on.

goodnight babe,
goodnight world. (:



where are you and i'm so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always

whoa, i need to post some photos.
need to add life to my blog.
gotta find some photos to post soon. (:
arsenal's leading 1-0 now.
man i love arshavin's rocket.
now that's my favourite player.

my weekend!

man, i really enjoyed yesterday! (:
had break-fast over at spaghetti too, before going for little shopping.
spent so much time with dearest after that, talking crap all over.

anyway, watched the movie 'Taken' starring Liam Neeson.
rented the disc with dearest on thursday.
man, i've been longing to watch the movie before today.
the plot's so interesting, what more me being a huge fan of action movies.
i wanna be a dad like him, one who would go to all lengths to save your offspring.
was really captivated throughout. HEHE.
engrossed, as dear would say.

going back to tanglin on monday.
hope to see my ex-teachers, after a full year of not meeting.
and eager to meet my other friends, really miss them much!

i'm on the tv now.
enjoying my super-saturday-football-weekend.
excited anticipating the arsenal-man united game! (:
was watching liverpool-bolton & spurs-birmingham earlier.
two things i gotta say.
liverpool was super-duper disgusting; they committed so many fouls which could have resulted in red cards.
and they thrailed the match twice; i don't think they deserve to get the three points.
i think they'll lose the next game. (:
and spurs, no better.
lucky-shit. winning goal in the 95th minute.
eee.

ten more minutes to the big game. (:
let me get myself mentally prepared. LOLS, bullshit.
chiaos!

i seriously ain't got any titles for this, pardon.

exam's long gone!
engineering maths was okay, except for some parts.
cos i've got varying answers that were different from mine.
quite worried, but hey, what's done is done.. right?
ACDA was so much fun!
cos i anticipated the paper with so much suspense.
i studied the whole module via past year papers, simply cos i didn't know where to start. LOLS.
was kinda surrendering my fate to god, seriously.
and god was kind enough to put things to my favour. (:
alhamdulillah.

got my new pair of boots!
white-red nike tiempo costing 75 bucks!
had azzrul and fazlee accompanying me.
dearest was all set to tag along, but she overslept on that fateful day. HAHA.
so, surveyed jersey purchasal and printing as well.
got some good offers, noticably puma and umbro.
best offer was $43 for both, full set.
leaning towards umbro, cos puma's design rather plain.
but it's all up to the mates also.
i'm fine with either. (:

went to fico yesterday!
with 25 others.
great platform to test out my tiempos.
it was a good outing, got to display few moments of brilliance. CHEY.. lols.
it was rather challenging, given the fact that all of us were fasting.
my throat was freaking dry, and felt very sticky. ee.
but i had pledged earlier that fasting ain't stopping me from football,
and football ain't stopping me from fasting. (:

me and my hermanos broke fast at somewhere really random.
bought big bottled-drinks, with crackers and fruits half an hour before break-fast.
had to settle for somewhere which could accomodate approximately 15 people,
so we decided for the.. playground! LOLS.
felt really like some mats-mats who are homeless.
had a great time there, talking trash all over with fazlee leading the line. HAHA.
had a proper break-fast over at banquet @ jp, i had this awesome spicy ramen!
recommended, from the korean stall.
the stallowner was very nice too, to explain all the dishes that we clearly were not familiar to.
5 bucks, but it was all worth it. yum yum! (:

today, today.
planning to meet up with babe for break-fast at spaghetti too!
that was what we planned earlier, don't know if it's still on.
dear's watching movie as i'm typing this down.
so, i'm unsure of all plans today.

now that exam's over, i feel that i have nothing to work on to.
feel empty, lols.
wanna go out, but it's fasting period.
i'm okay with that, should wait till it ends.
while ramadhan is still here, i should capitalise on this chance to be good. (:

chiaos readers.
much loves! wheeee.

a long hiatus, a really really long hiatus!

whoa, it's been a long time coming.
too long that i totally forgot my blogger's username and password combination. LOLS.
but here i've arrived to revive my long-time-dead blog back to life again! (:

anyways, a million and one things have taken place since i last posted an entry.
been really busy with school, especially with Futsal and my Interdisciplinary Studies module.
something not really much a big deal to brag about, but I'm the president for Futsal! Wheeeet!
but then again, great power come great responsibilities.
luckily i've got johnny to assist me in my stuffs!

IS module was such a crap at first.
my group, 4B!GWindows, picked up the idea of holding a main event for some Ngee Ann's National Day Carnival shit.
I mean yeah, it was literally shitty!
Nevermind, never wish to elaborate further.
but at least on the positive note, my group's 'Don't Forget the Lyrics'-inspired gameshow put much life to the dead 'carnival', much to our satisfaction!
And by the way, got to stay at the loft for the second time! LOLS.

Exam period now, and as I'm typing my first post since 4 months ago, I'm actually reciting my ACDA formula!
i can multitask, okay... (:
left with two papers, same with dearest!
my semester holiday officially starts at 11.10a.m on this coming Tuesday! woohoo!
that's like two days from now!
cooool cooool. :P
but then again, fasting month's here.
no, no. not saying that fasting's no good.
but it only means that i can't do certain things, like... watching movies, sun-tanning at sentosa, etc.
as a consolation, fasting month would give me lotsa time to gym out and build up on my mass!
trying to visit the gym daily, if possible. (:

well, I've got thousand and one things to do this holidays!
firstly, i'll set alot of days after the fasting month to go out with dearest!
gotta spend alot of time, gonna do lotsa stuffs!
i promise you that, babe.. although i have no ideas yet in mind. LOLS.
anw, babe's gonna be away to china for a ten-day trip starting on 16th September.
gonna be kinda lonely, but i'm sure to spend it well.
hope those break-fast outings scheduled with my friends would happen within that period of time.
outing with primary school friends, and possibly with my fellow tanglinians.
looking forward to those!

i'm kinda excited that i'll be getting back active in the field football scene.
it's been really long since i last played on the greens, so long that i last owned my own pair of boots last year.
my malay ECE-BME mates will be forming a soccer team, and i'm one of the star signings. (hehe, self-proclaimed!)
plans for the purchasal of jerseys, locations of training sessions and other details have taken place.
i'll be donning number 8, i think.
but what is sure is that i'll be featuring at the left flank! cristiano's at that position at galacticos, ain't it?
mates, be sure to see some of him in me, and some of me in him. HAHA, wth.
really really excited about the prospects of playing field football once again, after a year on the futsal court! (:

immediate plans after exams have been confirmed.
visiting queensway with dearest, fazlee and azzrul to survey some jerseys, and to get my new pair of boots!
looking at some interesting designs now, but i'm definitely ruling out adidas. (:
and queensway, haircut @ jurong point in the afternoon!
woohoo, 43 hours to the end of exams.

gotta start mugging again now, CHIAOS!
my blog's so dead that i'm sure no one's gonna read this post so sooon, at least not until the end of August. LOLS.
lastly, wishing the best of lucks to those taking their exams, and not to forget my fellow Muslims, Selamat Berpuasa in the holy month of Ramadhan! (:

Guess who's back!

Nononono, Not 'Isham!
YEAH, IT's ME! SHILIN coming back with a new look.
(aiya, not me obviously) it's mohamo-isan!
seriously i dont even know why he made a silly blog url.
though i gave him that name. wahahaha.

Isham is obviously not blogging anymore.
guess he lost the mood. so i hope a new skin will like make him blog more.
and more importantly, think of what car to buy and drive me around next time!
I'm always blogging on his behalf lor...
ah, it's 2 days past 17th month.
yeap Happy 17th month 'Isham!
so ironic.

LOVES!

readers, do continue coming back cus I'll force him to blog somehow(:

oh ya, anw, both our blogs are about going home! HAHA. LAME!
but mine's a long road and his is a car!
that's how we complement each other in life! (:

@$%^&*^$@!

well, i certainly don't want to start a scuffle of temper here.
i now really well you wanted to address this matter all along.
you had all these in your mind, and it was before time you let this blow off your head.
and it was before time you tell the whole world how bad i really am.

it's rare for me to blog my problems up here,
but it's a big deal for me, for you to expose your discontend and condemning me that far.
it's a real big deal that i'm getting back here after a couple of months of absence just to blog about it.

it's a real big deal for me, and for once i teared in the shower just to think that i'm not able to defend my own line of accounts, because i know i'm in the wrong.
or at least, you feel all the fault's on me.
i'm freaking upset and i feel very lost.

yeah, i know.
i've been hitting the gym lately, which means i have a new routine besides meeting you everyday.
but it is just wrong for me to go there early in the morning?
i go there at 10 in the morning just to make sure i have enough time to work out and so, i would be able to meet you up as soon as possible.
that is, at 1.
i've been sleeping quite late, and sometimes my day starts at noon.
and i forgo my gym routine just to meet up with you, not only for one occasion, but for quite a number already.
am i wrong?
why not, you do all the travelling.
why not, you be in my shoes.
why not, i be you. and become so much of a princess to wait at home just for me to give you a visit.
it's easy talking, getting out at me all the time.
i don't need anything from you, all i need is a mere understanding.

and hey, sorry.
but i've not met up with anyone else, earlier than i do when i meet you.
what nonsense are you spurting.

and i know i promised i'd met you today.
and i stayed up for the soccer match.
but one thing you gotta know, i didn't catch a wink before the kick-off.
and it's all because of you, maybe not directly.
but i did it all for you.
maybe you might wonder what you did wrong.
you'll get to know it real soon.

you tell me not to be sad?
how can i not be.
i feel i have something to defend, and i'm doing it, all right.
i'm really upset, disappointed.
i've talked to you all about it all along, and now you're bringing this matter up.
you've been appreciative, but..
i don't know. i feel you could give so much more.

i'm in the wrong, that's obvious.
but that doesn't mean you're not, although it may be a little minor.