i seriously ain't got any titles for this, pardon.

exam's long gone!
engineering maths was okay, except for some parts.
cos i've got varying answers that were different from mine.
quite worried, but hey, what's done is done.. right?
ACDA was so much fun!
cos i anticipated the paper with so much suspense.
i studied the whole module via past year papers, simply cos i didn't know where to start. LOLS.
was kinda surrendering my fate to god, seriously.
and god was kind enough to put things to my favour. (:
alhamdulillah.

got my new pair of boots!
white-red nike tiempo costing 75 bucks!
had azzrul and fazlee accompanying me.
dearest was all set to tag along, but she overslept on that fateful day. HAHA.
so, surveyed jersey purchasal and printing as well.
got some good offers, noticably puma and umbro.
best offer was $43 for both, full set.
leaning towards umbro, cos puma's design rather plain.
but it's all up to the mates also.
i'm fine with either. (:

went to fico yesterday!
with 25 others.
great platform to test out my tiempos.
it was a good outing, got to display few moments of brilliance. CHEY.. lols.
it was rather challenging, given the fact that all of us were fasting.
my throat was freaking dry, and felt very sticky. ee.
but i had pledged earlier that fasting ain't stopping me from football,
and football ain't stopping me from fasting. (:

me and my hermanos broke fast at somewhere really random.
bought big bottled-drinks, with crackers and fruits half an hour before break-fast.
had to settle for somewhere which could accomodate approximately 15 people,
so we decided for the.. playground! LOLS.
felt really like some mats-mats who are homeless.
had a great time there, talking trash all over with fazlee leading the line. HAHA.
had a proper break-fast over at banquet @ jp, i had this awesome spicy ramen!
recommended, from the korean stall.
the stallowner was very nice too, to explain all the dishes that we clearly were not familiar to.
5 bucks, but it was all worth it. yum yum! (:

today, today.
planning to meet up with babe for break-fast at spaghetti too!
that was what we planned earlier, don't know if it's still on.
dear's watching movie as i'm typing this down.
so, i'm unsure of all plans today.

now that exam's over, i feel that i have nothing to work on to.
feel empty, lols.
wanna go out, but it's fasting period.
i'm okay with that, should wait till it ends.
while ramadhan is still here, i should capitalise on this chance to be good. (:

chiaos readers.
much loves! wheeee.

a long hiatus, a really really long hiatus!

whoa, it's been a long time coming.
too long that i totally forgot my blogger's username and password combination. LOLS.
but here i've arrived to revive my long-time-dead blog back to life again! (:

anyways, a million and one things have taken place since i last posted an entry.
been really busy with school, especially with Futsal and my Interdisciplinary Studies module.
something not really much a big deal to brag about, but I'm the president for Futsal! Wheeeet!
but then again, great power come great responsibilities.
luckily i've got johnny to assist me in my stuffs!

IS module was such a crap at first.
my group, 4B!GWindows, picked up the idea of holding a main event for some Ngee Ann's National Day Carnival shit.
I mean yeah, it was literally shitty!
Nevermind, never wish to elaborate further.
but at least on the positive note, my group's 'Don't Forget the Lyrics'-inspired gameshow put much life to the dead 'carnival', much to our satisfaction!
And by the way, got to stay at the loft for the second time! LOLS.

Exam period now, and as I'm typing my first post since 4 months ago, I'm actually reciting my ACDA formula!
i can multitask, okay... (:
left with two papers, same with dearest!
my semester holiday officially starts at 11.10a.m on this coming Tuesday! woohoo!
that's like two days from now!
cooool cooool. :P
but then again, fasting month's here.
no, no. not saying that fasting's no good.
but it only means that i can't do certain things, like... watching movies, sun-tanning at sentosa, etc.
as a consolation, fasting month would give me lotsa time to gym out and build up on my mass!
trying to visit the gym daily, if possible. (:

well, I've got thousand and one things to do this holidays!
firstly, i'll set alot of days after the fasting month to go out with dearest!
gotta spend alot of time, gonna do lotsa stuffs!
i promise you that, babe.. although i have no ideas yet in mind. LOLS.
anw, babe's gonna be away to china for a ten-day trip starting on 16th September.
gonna be kinda lonely, but i'm sure to spend it well.
hope those break-fast outings scheduled with my friends would happen within that period of time.
outing with primary school friends, and possibly with my fellow tanglinians.
looking forward to those!

i'm kinda excited that i'll be getting back active in the field football scene.
it's been really long since i last played on the greens, so long that i last owned my own pair of boots last year.
my malay ECE-BME mates will be forming a soccer team, and i'm one of the star signings. (hehe, self-proclaimed!)
plans for the purchasal of jerseys, locations of training sessions and other details have taken place.
i'll be donning number 8, i think.
but what is sure is that i'll be featuring at the left flank! cristiano's at that position at galacticos, ain't it?
mates, be sure to see some of him in me, and some of me in him. HAHA, wth.
really really excited about the prospects of playing field football once again, after a year on the futsal court! (:

immediate plans after exams have been confirmed.
visiting queensway with dearest, fazlee and azzrul to survey some jerseys, and to get my new pair of boots!
looking at some interesting designs now, but i'm definitely ruling out adidas. (:
and queensway, haircut @ jurong point in the afternoon!
woohoo, 43 hours to the end of exams.

gotta start mugging again now, CHIAOS!
my blog's so dead that i'm sure no one's gonna read this post so sooon, at least not until the end of August. LOLS.
lastly, wishing the best of lucks to those taking their exams, and not to forget my fellow Muslims, Selamat Berpuasa in the holy month of Ramadhan! (:

Guess who's back!

Nononono, Not 'Isham!
YEAH, IT's ME! SHILIN coming back with a new look.
(aiya, not me obviously) it's mohamo-isan!
seriously i dont even know why he made a silly blog url.
though i gave him that name. wahahaha.

Isham is obviously not blogging anymore.
guess he lost the mood. so i hope a new skin will like make him blog more.
and more importantly, think of what car to buy and drive me around next time!
I'm always blogging on his behalf lor...
ah, it's 2 days past 17th month.
yeap Happy 17th month 'Isham!
so ironic.

LOVES!

readers, do continue coming back cus I'll force him to blog somehow(:

oh ya, anw, both our blogs are about going home! HAHA. LAME!
but mine's a long road and his is a car!
that's how we complement each other in life! (:

@$%^&*^$@!

well, i certainly don't want to start a scuffle of temper here.
i now really well you wanted to address this matter all along.
you had all these in your mind, and it was before time you let this blow off your head.
and it was before time you tell the whole world how bad i really am.

it's rare for me to blog my problems up here,
but it's a big deal for me, for you to expose your discontend and condemning me that far.
it's a real big deal that i'm getting back here after a couple of months of absence just to blog about it.

it's a real big deal for me, and for once i teared in the shower just to think that i'm not able to defend my own line of accounts, because i know i'm in the wrong.
or at least, you feel all the fault's on me.
i'm freaking upset and i feel very lost.

yeah, i know.
i've been hitting the gym lately, which means i have a new routine besides meeting you everyday.
but it is just wrong for me to go there early in the morning?
i go there at 10 in the morning just to make sure i have enough time to work out and so, i would be able to meet you up as soon as possible.
that is, at 1.
i've been sleeping quite late, and sometimes my day starts at noon.
and i forgo my gym routine just to meet up with you, not only for one occasion, but for quite a number already.
am i wrong?
why not, you do all the travelling.
why not, you be in my shoes.
why not, i be you. and become so much of a princess to wait at home just for me to give you a visit.
it's easy talking, getting out at me all the time.
i don't need anything from you, all i need is a mere understanding.

and hey, sorry.
but i've not met up with anyone else, earlier than i do when i meet you.
what nonsense are you spurting.

and i know i promised i'd met you today.
and i stayed up for the soccer match.
but one thing you gotta know, i didn't catch a wink before the kick-off.
and it's all because of you, maybe not directly.
but i did it all for you.
maybe you might wonder what you did wrong.
you'll get to know it real soon.

you tell me not to be sad?
how can i not be.
i feel i have something to defend, and i'm doing it, all right.
i'm really upset, disappointed.
i've talked to you all about it all along, and now you're bringing this matter up.
you've been appreciative, but..
i don't know. i feel you could give so much more.

i'm in the wrong, that's obvious.
but that doesn't mean you're not, although it may be a little minor.

whenever i'm alone with you.

hey to all, salam sejahtera!
or in other words, good greetings! (:
it's been a week now, since i last updated a post here.
past week was crazy; schedules were tight and life's hectic.
managed to get past through it,but the coming week promises to be so much worse.

cats assignment, avionics project and human factors task.
they're all lining up to face me;
and that's what i call a real firing squad.
waiting to gun me down.

and so, the week went blah, blah, blah.
pretty nothing much, but at least i have three things to cheer about.
firstly, there was the futsal agm!
quite an emotional one for me, thinking that the seniors will be departing soon
and i'll be year two soon.
one great thing though, i was selected into the committee!
which means, the other three newly-nominated and me
will be conducting training sessions besides having to take over the CCA matters.
but one thing i'm not looking forward to, the trials for this april's poly intake.

secondly, fifa 09's already in my books.
got the folders from jeevan yesterday. (:
a big deal for me, this is. cos it means i don't have to waste 50 bucks to get the cd console.
coool stuff.graphics all great, and it looks so much more realistic than the previous versions.
i was wrong to say nothing could ever be better than fifa08.

and lastly, lastly!the best thing that could happen over the past month.
and that's always gotta be dear's and mine monthly celebration.
fourteen on the fourteenth!i'm so sorry sweetheart,
that we weren't able to carry out our initial plan.
i couldn't estimate the meeting duration,
that's why i met you like 50 minutes after out planned meeting time.
i could see i was a total disappointment to you, so sorry to spoil it all.

settled for a western dinner at holland village,
only the second time we've been there.
lambchop and chickenchop for us, and went over to coffee bean to chill out. (:
and that's where i handed the laptop over to dear, and presented her my creation.
a video, that is, one of the reasons why i was so occupied over the week,
so occupied that i wasn't able
to drop by this site here to blog my life out.

it took me weeks to finish it up, although it could have been done in days.
great video though, i would tear if i was the one being surprised with it. haha! wth.
so yeah, all went pretty cool except that i'm getting home real late as the days go by.
gotta get home earlier next time, before my dad blasts me off.
alright, i'll try to get pictures uploaded up here soon.

and by the way, to close things off, i have to admit one thing.
my new year resolution number 1 failed.
read my first post of the year to get me.


till the fifteenth, dearest.
i love you, endlessly. (:

magellan!

whoa, a week flew past just like that.
or rather, a week of schooling just went past in a whiz.
lessons' tempo really went too fast, too quick for me to adapt to the pace.
besides getting the exam results, school was pretty normal.
except from the fact that dear and i are making good use of our time after school,
doing schoolwork instead of straying around shopping centres.
that's good, at least a minor improvement.

so anyway, i'm not looking forward to the weekends.
tons of work to do, and tests are all rushing on to me next week.
this is what i call rush hour.
nevermind, as long as i get to unwind myself a little bit or two,
i guess i'll do fine. (:

booked magellan today, and spend the first two hours finishing the rest of the bank job.
great movie, very very cool settings.
and great actors.
man, josh statham gotta be my new favourite actor. (:
weixiong and bernice did something really stupid today.
happened to chance upon my room, and did a lilttle catch-up with them.
training's starting next week! woohoo!
time to exercise, baby.

spent only a short while with dearest today, but nonetheless, it was fun like always.
watched chinese sitcom reunion dinner on mobtv, and had kfc for dinner.
i'm missing miss chua shilin real badly now,
and to make matters worse,
i won't get to meet her tomorrow!
nevermind, that'll inspire me to get on with life and look forward to sunday!
(:

today was a very, very fine day.
but nothing was better than planting a kiss on your forehead.
loves, my bunny hunny.
mwah!

love, all you need to know.

went to school with dearest in the morning.
very cool, cos rarely got the chance to.
and i discovered a new route today,
but bet i won't be using it very often.

anyways, school was great.
today was the first day of the cca fiesta.
went for a walk-about, during lesson time. HAHA.
nothing much though, and sadly futsal ain't too big a CCA to be given a booth for our own.
shucks.

got the final pieces of exam results today,
great but not too fantastic.
for a subject i thought i'd do best, i frustrated myself.
EG2, or engineering maths 2, i got 77 out of 100.
was expecting a little bit higher, at least beyond the 80 mark.
but, but. different is to said about DEL!
i thought i would do averagely well, but the result was beyond my belief.
i mean, i'm not trying to boast the shit out of me.
but i'm too happy to share this!
come on, i was weak in the binary numbers and all.
and only finished my revision cycle the morning before exams.
96 was not something i was expecting, but i actually did it.
*smiles.

managed to spend time with dearest after school.
she did her work while i was partially slacking and sweating my ass trying to download the HumanFactor reading assignment.

dearest looks best when she smiles.
or at least, when she looks at me in the eye.
a shoutout to you, sweetheart.
i'm enormously sorry for not giving you the attention you craved just now.
now, i'm kicking myself cos i'm missing you terribly.
let tomorrow be a new day, alright?
i'll treat you better next time around. (:

you held my hand and asked me what's love.
my reply was dissatisfying just now, i know.
now i'm compensating myself.
you wanna know what's love?
read up all your entries from november 2007, and there you have it,
all you need to know.
love; ours began at the singapore river on the night of the fourteenth.