what, what?! NDP!

whoa. i haven't been blogging for so long!
the final post was like a week ago, and that was even an entry that dear posted for me.
she's damn smart, she broke into my blogger account.
naughty, naughty. LOLS.

okay, okay. everything aside.
chalet plans were a total failure.
but hey, at least we've got sth to cheer about right, dearest? hehe.

it'll be my first live NATIONAL DAY PARADE!
woohoo, damn high. damn excited!
and it'll be with dear, so much to make the occasion sweeter!
hehe.
one dilemma though, i'm lacking of ideas.
and also, lacking of clothes to wear there.
HAIS. nothing in my wardrobe matches.
but it's okay, 4 more days to crack my head.
so yeah, hoping it'll be one hell of a great day!
till then, take care everyone. (:

loves, dearest.

What a day

I got into a fight with a guy, dearest knows who.
Afterwhich it left me with 2 dark circles.
I don't know if i am doing the right thing.

On a lighter note, i got to meet dearest yesterday.
Something i've always been looking forward.
But.. i made her sad.
I played soccer without proper shoes and now,
it left me with a huge blister. The pus is oozing out of the wound now.

Dearest dont seem to care about me anymore.
But i still love her very very very much
Aku Cinta PadaKu!

the past fourteen days

hey readers! i'm back to blogging!
after a long week of hiatus, i've decided to spend some time here.
okay okay. to start things off, let me summarize my past two weeks!

on the 16th of july, which fell on a wednesday, i skipped training once again!
it was initially planned that i was to accompany my mum to welcome my dad back from java, but my day ended up with having a meal with dearest over at Mr. Prata @ Clementi!
had my first taste of banana prata, and dear, tasted her first sip of teh tarik!
total bill was reasonable, ten bucks for a serving of chicken murtabak, banana prata, teh tarik and a can of ice lemon tea!
off we go, to the central, where i had wanted to find the jacket that i was longing for.
but hey, luck wasn't on my side. :(

the next day, on the 17th, dear and me went to comb the whole of chinese & japanese garden, in search for lakeside fishing village.
had bits of quarrels here and there, mainly cos i appeared to be very hesitant.
come on, i wasn't attired properly, so pardon me. LOLS.
that was long over.

but who cares.
the best thing of the week, took place on friday!
this time, we had planned this outing a day earlier.
and so, i was attired well in my 'sports' attire; very suitable to go PRAWNING! (:
hehe.
and yes, we found the correct location this time. (:
sorry mates, i took no pictures.
but sure it was damn, damn, damn fun!
i wanna go again!
although it may seem pathetic, but three catches for our first experience ain't that bad right, dearest? HAHA.
no worries, we'll catch more next time. and hopefully by then, i won't be afraid of getting the prawns off the hook anymore. HEHE. (:

for the following monday, on the 21st, futsal training was cancelled.
actually, i forgot what happened on that day. LOLS.

okay, skip that.
tuesday and wednesday promised much more fun, and sure i enjoyed myself!
it was the street netball competition!
yes, yes. after much reluctance, i decided to join. dearest's persuasion really moved me. LOLS.
had my first experience of competitive netball, and sure i sucked big time.
i was relatively short compared to the other guys, and i couldn't shoot a hoop for nuts!
i felt like a big loser. but hey, at least i contributed to the team, somehow. (:
and hey, dearest met aiman for the first time, and he salam-ed her!
HAHA!

thursday, it was chaotic.
had a blocked nose and slight cough in the morning, but i didn't expect anything serious to occur.
first half of school was averagely fine, not until after my 12pm break.
i felt terribly cold, but blamed it all on the aircon.
i thought i was fine. but after school, things turned ugly.
my limbs were having flickers of aches, and my body boiled hot.
even as i went to the toilet, i could see my eyes turning bloodshot, and the eyerings transformed into a pool of crimson.
i felt horribly weak; all my appetite's gone.
but hey, the good thing about it, i saw dear's real concern about me.
she cried, and i teared too, in pain.
pain of the heat of my raging body temperature, and also the pain of making her weep.
the rest of the night was better. (:

friday, the 25th.
i didn't attend school.
my body temperature hit a high, at 39.1 degrees.
went to the doc, and got myself 6 mini-ziplocs of medication.
skipped friday prayers, as i was too lethargic.
but after the deserved rest, i felt so much better.
good enough for me to get out of the house to meet dearest!
went for a simple meal at the teban market, and then went of to send her home.
it's nice to see dear's smile again. (:

today was of total monotonous-ism.
did nothing, but to help dad run errands, and to eat.
lols.

can't wait for tmr!
i'm gonna see chua shilin again.
so yay!
i'll update my daily accounts again next time.
take care people.
and i love you, my only sweetheart. (:

I'm all red now.
would any dragon reach this striking of red-ness, i bet he would have blasted his thunderbolt of fire.
man, i don't feel fine.
i feel heavy, i felt piping hot internally.
i hope everything will be fine, soon.

woohoo, my familt's so concern about me!
my bro has touched me enough by offering to bring me to the clinic. (:
and mum, for offering a massage!
and dad, for planning out about my medical proedure. lols.

AND thanks so much, dear.
for your endless care just now.
and all my apologies for making you tear.
but i promise to be strong k?
don't worry about me.
i'll be back and running soon. (:
you're the sweetest ever, and best ever!
ee. mashi isham again.
who cares.
i love you so much, chua shilin! (:

pictos. part two!

hey, hey! get ready, guard your throat! cos it's time vanity strikes me!
anw, that's my self-declared photo studio! (:
enjoy, the blessing of god.
dear, hot annot?

and dear. i love you, for tonight. (:
loves, always

mohamo isan.

pictos. part one!

like i've promised, pictos!

a lil' masterpiece, to commemorate our special day.
the two of us; we proved that interracials can last!
pizza el taglio, they don't offer much variety.
the spicy chicken, the creamy alfredo, and the teriyaki.
the spectacular meals, from my view.

that's our 1-inch thick pizza! and my soda!
el taglio, gorgeous ambience and remarkable settings.
that's the counter; chalk-on-the-blackboard menu.
singapore river; go, going, gone.
clarke quay; imprisoned within the ceiling of the transparent.

central: a structure of the futuristic artistry.
modern technology, for us all.
dear, back to the place where we belong.
even the dark sky failed to dampen us down.
beautiful living things on display. (:

reminiscing the good ol' times.
and that was where, i found princess charming.
same place, same pose. eight months on.
that's a real fake smile. but i have never faked my feelings for her.
best picture of the day, saved for the last.

the day of the fourteenth!

recounting on that very day; the day of the fourteenth.

as dreadful as any other monday mornings, i managed to fight off lethargy and began my day with a oh-so-refreshing shower!
i promised dear the night before that i would meet her in the morning, and so i did.
met dearest up at her place, and spent some quality time together!
i mean, it was our special day, so yeah, enjoyed each other's company pretty much! hehe.
and the funniest thing that took place was, we were frantically searching for my belonging, for quite some time, when all the while i was wearing it!
so stupid. dear ah dear, so dumb! LOLS!
and that first experience wasn't that bad afterall! HAHA.

and so around noon, we headed off to school!
i was pretty nervous along the way there, cos i was just an hour away from my 1commkit 2-minutes-speech assessment!
man, come on. i've never spoke upon the attention of a reasonable-huge audience. and what's more, i only had fifteen minutes to prepare.
so was kinda panicking!
but hey, but hey!
at the end of it, i realise it wasn't that bad. my nerve cells weren't even a lil' shaken during that 2 minutes and 32 seconds period when i was on the spotlight.
i even, managed to tickle the audiences' laughing bones.
that feeling was great; it only compiled more confidence on me.
the topic i randomly chose was not of a difficult one, it was regarding why i love being a man.
and hey, i started off with 'thank-ing my dad for producing y-chromosomes while fertilizing my mum's ovum'. it was a random idea, i swear. HAHA.
good job, 'isham! (:
actually, dearest contributed some of the topics i discussed about..
so, thanks so much, dearest! (:

the main event of the day, or of the month, only started after school ended!
dear, in her gorgeous grey dress, look beautiful as ever!
and hey, haha. i looked like a rich kid, for once in my life! LOLS.
headed down to clementi from campus, and took train to clarke quay!
that was the place our love, relationship originated from; and that was the same location i found my princess charming. (:
as planned, and promised earlier in the month, dear and i had pizza el taglio for our monthly-unique meal!
i had spicy chicken pasta, while dear had creamy alfredo!
and we had teriyaki chicken rectangular pizza as our side!
offers included, total bill was just a mere 15 bucks! LOLS.
money's no problem, what mattered most was the enjoyment we had. (:

had a tour around the still-under-construction central, and guess what, people?
i bought a new pair of leather slip-ons from d&c! okay lah, cheap cheap. but i'm still very happy!
ask dearest, and you'll know how much i've been longing to have one! HAHA.
i'll post a pic of it later!

so yeah, after some shopping and touring, we set off to that historical place.
yes, yes! to that historical stretch of street that hugs the singapore river!
the place that witnessed our love! haha.
sadly, construction barricades became our only barrier to relive that moment.
but hey, a couple of shilin and isham can never be stopped!
and so, we found another spot along that stretch, ignored all obstructions; just so that we could get ourselves just inches away from the calm water down below.
took plenty, i repeat, PLENTY of photos there!
i'll post them up real soon!

began to manifest our affection, and confess all the love that have long filled my heart up. LOLS.
and hey, hey. we spent majority of out time to recite, rehearse and record a chinese song!
well i guess, it has fast became our love anthem! haha.
i'm rapidly picking up mandarin, much to dear's and my delight. (:

it was such a marvellous feeling to return to where we first came from, and sure it was nothing but tranquility and calmness that filled the atmosphere.
clarkey! we'll return again someday, i promise.
and by that time, dear, i promise i'll utter those mushy-yet-romantic-cum-tremendous like i did before, and thus, re-vowing my faith and love in you. (:

another god day, another perfect outing!
eight months gone, and still so much more to come!
i've said this in the first month, and i'll say it again..
dear, stay excited. cos i still have lots more up my sleeve!
haha.

i love you so, sweetheart! (: