What a day

I got into a fight with a guy, dearest knows who.
Afterwhich it left me with 2 dark circles.
I don't know if i am doing the right thing.

On a lighter note, i got to meet dearest yesterday.
Something i've always been looking forward.
But.. i made her sad.
I played soccer without proper shoes and now,
it left me with a huge blister. The pus is oozing out of the wound now.

Dearest dont seem to care about me anymore.
But i still love her very very very much
Aku Cinta PadaKu!

the past fourteen days

hey readers! i'm back to blogging!
after a long week of hiatus, i've decided to spend some time here.
okay okay. to start things off, let me summarize my past two weeks!

on the 16th of july, which fell on a wednesday, i skipped training once again!
it was initially planned that i was to accompany my mum to welcome my dad back from java, but my day ended up with having a meal with dearest over at Mr. Prata @ Clementi!
had my first taste of banana prata, and dear, tasted her first sip of teh tarik!
total bill was reasonable, ten bucks for a serving of chicken murtabak, banana prata, teh tarik and a can of ice lemon tea!
off we go, to the central, where i had wanted to find the jacket that i was longing for.
but hey, luck wasn't on my side. :(

the next day, on the 17th, dear and me went to comb the whole of chinese & japanese garden, in search for lakeside fishing village.
had bits of quarrels here and there, mainly cos i appeared to be very hesitant.
come on, i wasn't attired properly, so pardon me. LOLS.
that was long over.

but who cares.
the best thing of the week, took place on friday!
this time, we had planned this outing a day earlier.
and so, i was attired well in my 'sports' attire; very suitable to go PRAWNING! (:
hehe.
and yes, we found the correct location this time. (:
sorry mates, i took no pictures.
but sure it was damn, damn, damn fun!
i wanna go again!
although it may seem pathetic, but three catches for our first experience ain't that bad right, dearest? HAHA.
no worries, we'll catch more next time. and hopefully by then, i won't be afraid of getting the prawns off the hook anymore. HEHE. (:

for the following monday, on the 21st, futsal training was cancelled.
actually, i forgot what happened on that day. LOLS.

okay, skip that.
tuesday and wednesday promised much more fun, and sure i enjoyed myself!
it was the street netball competition!
yes, yes. after much reluctance, i decided to join. dearest's persuasion really moved me. LOLS.
had my first experience of competitive netball, and sure i sucked big time.
i was relatively short compared to the other guys, and i couldn't shoot a hoop for nuts!
i felt like a big loser. but hey, at least i contributed to the team, somehow. (:
and hey, dearest met aiman for the first time, and he salam-ed her!
HAHA!

thursday, it was chaotic.
had a blocked nose and slight cough in the morning, but i didn't expect anything serious to occur.
first half of school was averagely fine, not until after my 12pm break.
i felt terribly cold, but blamed it all on the aircon.
i thought i was fine. but after school, things turned ugly.
my limbs were having flickers of aches, and my body boiled hot.
even as i went to the toilet, i could see my eyes turning bloodshot, and the eyerings transformed into a pool of crimson.
i felt horribly weak; all my appetite's gone.
but hey, the good thing about it, i saw dear's real concern about me.
she cried, and i teared too, in pain.
pain of the heat of my raging body temperature, and also the pain of making her weep.
the rest of the night was better. (:

friday, the 25th.
i didn't attend school.
my body temperature hit a high, at 39.1 degrees.
went to the doc, and got myself 6 mini-ziplocs of medication.
skipped friday prayers, as i was too lethargic.
but after the deserved rest, i felt so much better.
good enough for me to get out of the house to meet dearest!
went for a simple meal at the teban market, and then went of to send her home.
it's nice to see dear's smile again. (:

today was of total monotonous-ism.
did nothing, but to help dad run errands, and to eat.
lols.

can't wait for tmr!
i'm gonna see chua shilin again.
so yay!
i'll update my daily accounts again next time.
take care people.
and i love you, my only sweetheart. (:

I'm all red now.
would any dragon reach this striking of red-ness, i bet he would have blasted his thunderbolt of fire.
man, i don't feel fine.
i feel heavy, i felt piping hot internally.
i hope everything will be fine, soon.

woohoo, my familt's so concern about me!
my bro has touched me enough by offering to bring me to the clinic. (:
and mum, for offering a massage!
and dad, for planning out about my medical proedure. lols.

AND thanks so much, dear.
for your endless care just now.
and all my apologies for making you tear.
but i promise to be strong k?
don't worry about me.
i'll be back and running soon. (:
you're the sweetest ever, and best ever!
ee. mashi isham again.
who cares.
i love you so much, chua shilin! (:

pictos. part two!

hey, hey! get ready, guard your throat! cos it's time vanity strikes me!
anw, that's my self-declared photo studio! (:
enjoy, the blessing of god.
dear, hot annot?

and dear. i love you, for tonight. (:
loves, always

mohamo isan.

pictos. part one!

like i've promised, pictos!

a lil' masterpiece, to commemorate our special day.
the two of us; we proved that interracials can last!
pizza el taglio, they don't offer much variety.
the spicy chicken, the creamy alfredo, and the teriyaki.
the spectacular meals, from my view.

that's our 1-inch thick pizza! and my soda!
el taglio, gorgeous ambience and remarkable settings.
that's the counter; chalk-on-the-blackboard menu.
singapore river; go, going, gone.
clarke quay; imprisoned within the ceiling of the transparent.

central: a structure of the futuristic artistry.
modern technology, for us all.
dear, back to the place where we belong.
even the dark sky failed to dampen us down.
beautiful living things on display. (:

reminiscing the good ol' times.
and that was where, i found princess charming.
same place, same pose. eight months on.
that's a real fake smile. but i have never faked my feelings for her.
best picture of the day, saved for the last.

the day of the fourteenth!

recounting on that very day; the day of the fourteenth.

as dreadful as any other monday mornings, i managed to fight off lethargy and began my day with a oh-so-refreshing shower!
i promised dear the night before that i would meet her in the morning, and so i did.
met dearest up at her place, and spent some quality time together!
i mean, it was our special day, so yeah, enjoyed each other's company pretty much! hehe.
and the funniest thing that took place was, we were frantically searching for my belonging, for quite some time, when all the while i was wearing it!
so stupid. dear ah dear, so dumb! LOLS!
and that first experience wasn't that bad afterall! HAHA.

and so around noon, we headed off to school!
i was pretty nervous along the way there, cos i was just an hour away from my 1commkit 2-minutes-speech assessment!
man, come on. i've never spoke upon the attention of a reasonable-huge audience. and what's more, i only had fifteen minutes to prepare.
so was kinda panicking!
but hey, but hey!
at the end of it, i realise it wasn't that bad. my nerve cells weren't even a lil' shaken during that 2 minutes and 32 seconds period when i was on the spotlight.
i even, managed to tickle the audiences' laughing bones.
that feeling was great; it only compiled more confidence on me.
the topic i randomly chose was not of a difficult one, it was regarding why i love being a man.
and hey, i started off with 'thank-ing my dad for producing y-chromosomes while fertilizing my mum's ovum'. it was a random idea, i swear. HAHA.
good job, 'isham! (:
actually, dearest contributed some of the topics i discussed about..
so, thanks so much, dearest! (:

the main event of the day, or of the month, only started after school ended!
dear, in her gorgeous grey dress, look beautiful as ever!
and hey, haha. i looked like a rich kid, for once in my life! LOLS.
headed down to clementi from campus, and took train to clarke quay!
that was the place our love, relationship originated from; and that was the same location i found my princess charming. (:
as planned, and promised earlier in the month, dear and i had pizza el taglio for our monthly-unique meal!
i had spicy chicken pasta, while dear had creamy alfredo!
and we had teriyaki chicken rectangular pizza as our side!
offers included, total bill was just a mere 15 bucks! LOLS.
money's no problem, what mattered most was the enjoyment we had. (:

had a tour around the still-under-construction central, and guess what, people?
i bought a new pair of leather slip-ons from d&c! okay lah, cheap cheap. but i'm still very happy!
ask dearest, and you'll know how much i've been longing to have one! HAHA.
i'll post a pic of it later!

so yeah, after some shopping and touring, we set off to that historical place.
yes, yes! to that historical stretch of street that hugs the singapore river!
the place that witnessed our love! haha.
sadly, construction barricades became our only barrier to relive that moment.
but hey, a couple of shilin and isham can never be stopped!
and so, we found another spot along that stretch, ignored all obstructions; just so that we could get ourselves just inches away from the calm water down below.
took plenty, i repeat, PLENTY of photos there!
i'll post them up real soon!

began to manifest our affection, and confess all the love that have long filled my heart up. LOLS.
and hey, hey. we spent majority of out time to recite, rehearse and record a chinese song!
well i guess, it has fast became our love anthem! haha.
i'm rapidly picking up mandarin, much to dear's and my delight. (:

it was such a marvellous feeling to return to where we first came from, and sure it was nothing but tranquility and calmness that filled the atmosphere.
clarkey! we'll return again someday, i promise.
and by that time, dear, i promise i'll utter those mushy-yet-romantic-cum-tremendous like i did before, and thus, re-vowing my faith and love in you. (:

another god day, another perfect outing!
eight months gone, and still so much more to come!
i've said this in the first month, and i'll say it again..
dear, stay excited. cos i still have lots more up my sleeve!
haha.

i love you so, sweetheart! (:

maiden gold!

regards to all readers!
okay, hmm. in this entry, i'll recount my marvellous weekend, while all the occurences on the day of my eight month with my dear girl will be typed down on the following post.

saturday's futsal myspex finals was the greatest moment in recent football memories.
maybe it was because it's been long since i played in a fully-packed arena.
the atmosphere was brilliant; cheerings and the loud, thumping music filled the air.
the long-anticipated battle was at the brink of its commencement, after long hours of a teenagers-related forum occupied the earlier part of the occasion.

i was pretty nervous, but was all fired up to perform to the highest level possible.
and again, the atmosphere was all-so-lovely, and that sure do motivated me alot.
clad in the whites of adidas, my fellow teammates and i did personal stretchings.
we were more relaxed, i guess, as compared to our adversary.
they did some proper warm-ups, while us; we were more engrossed in the 3rd & 4th placing match between darussalam and siglap.
but yeah, like tom said, we had that mental advantage, for our players are more physically built.

and yeah, the match went according to our plan and tactics.
azim got that early goal, and that sure shot our opponents down, psychologically.
just seconds after the kick-off, azim went for a real gamble to have a blast, and that lil' gamble transformed into a goal!
the second goal was of a carbon copy. with azim havign another thunderous shot from distant.
the third was of pure masterpiece, with over twenty passes achieved before adi clipped onto tom's pin-point cross from outside the curve.
and hehe, i got my name into the scoresheet too! courtesy of a purely fortunate cross that ended at the back of the net. HAHA.
it was magnificient at the final whistle, and it was one-hell-of a feeling getting my hands to the gold trophy.

met dearest after the annual jamboree, amd hit down for a meal at macs!
it's been quite a while since we had one, and being at the exact location of our first meal ever together made the mealtime more special.
you know, it's always sweet to recall the good ol' times. (:

went for a lil' random shopping, and dear got herself three pieces of outwear.
and one of them, wtf, i loved it alot! okay lah, jealousy admitted!
the jacket was damn cool, with monkey designs all over! and dear got it at a total bargain of just $10. wth, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
HAHA.

lacking of plans, we headed to imm, to get myself an outfit for our 8th month outing.
went to every corners, but failed to get any.
okay, i'll admit that i had lil' money, that was why no clothes could fit within my budget.
so decided to crack my brains, and emerged with an idea to mix and match my existing clothes.
and it sure paid off. HAHA.

so that's my saturday for you; sunday was very quite uneventful, apart from the fact that i accompanied dear to get herself a pair of shoes that would suit her dress, which she wore for our 8th month. (:

anw, good news or a bad news, i'll only resume my entry about the 8th month celebration tmr.
so stay tuned!
LOLS.
nights people, goodnight dearest. (:

hey, good night!
a lil' shout-out to my girl, who was totally sweet-tempered enough to kill off hours after hours, every day, just to wait till the clock strikes five, signalling the end of my lessons.
a big thank you, dear.
all that huge, minor and those tiny bits of sacrifices; i appreciate them all. (:
it feels so good being able to meet you everyday. hehe.

i'm so excited for the finals.
don't worry dear, i'll bring a good news back home. (:

so anyway, had a lenghty conversation with the detective group.
solving a case, a very stupid one.
updates tmr. (:

oh wait. dearest, i love you!

saturdays' fun! yesterday's misery!

woohoo, i'm so damn excited!
the long-awaited futsal finals is will kick off within the next 24 hours!
hopefully, i can attain my maiden trophy after such a long time dressed in the white of the tenterah mosque.
winners' trophy! here i come!
(:

wait, wait! my exhilaration doesn't stop there!
just one week from now, dear and me will be going on a fishing trip!
okay lah. not for fishes, not for hookers. but for prawns!
sounds funny, but if it's total fun that awaits me, then i'm oh-so-definitely going to do it!
woohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
LOLS.

well anyway, something real bad just happened yesterday, in class.
nah, nothing about me. it's my classmate; my foe, to be exact.
and it's been long since i wanna spurt this out in his face.

all this while, i withstood all your crap, amigo.
your words were all of no truth, it's oh-so-plain-bullshit.
i just don't know why i despise you so much, maybe cos i'm simply disgusted by your fibs.
and hey, the funniest thing is, you had something to prove to us guys someday.
was yesterday that 'someday', and that immoral deed that one thing you wanted to prove?
hey brother, wake up to your senses.
it's time to change, you've got no friends.
time to repent, amigo.

the good, the bad, and the ugly!

the loss of my white nike band, the loss of my scoring touch, maybe?
that seemed to be the way it is going to be yesterday.
a bad start to the training, scoring only a few goals. and a sprained ankle.
totally disappointing.
genuine appreciation comes only after a loss.

today was so much of a better day.
school was short, or at least, it appeared to be. LOLS.
when the day looks to reach perfection, there's always something bad occuring every day.
and today, my pair of slippers obeyed its fate.
my favourite pair, only because it's the only set i have, got spoilt.
all thanks to azzrul, but he was quick to amend his mistakes, by purchasing me a new pair.
HAHA. thanks azzrul!

and yeah, main event of the day.
nothing much. just a simple meal with dear!
i love it whenever we travel to the west coast and clementi area.
it just makes me feel home, and brings back alot of memories.
well come on, i've been my region of residence for the past 12 years.
LOLS.

had a great shock when i learnt that my mum was at the same foodcourt too!
i wouldn't want her to know that i was with dearest, cos i'm afraid she might get furious, or get frustrated, given the health condition she is in now.
so had lil' running around trying to avoid her sight.

and yeah, yeah!
had western food for lunch! quite a budget meal. (:
i had the bbq chicken wing set, while dear had fish and chips!
and dear pointed out sth. for something that we could get for just $5, we got it at thrice the price at swensens'. LOLS.
now i'm feeling the pinch of regret for frittering my cash away unnecessarily.
the meal was great. impressive remarks on the bread-crumbed fish cutlet and the tanned, tender chicken wings.
dearest must have enjoyed her meal. (:

man.. i don't know whether i'm too hot, or i'm too irresistable for some eyes,
but i've been stared at for almost the whole of my journey to shilin's place.
it's so freaky, but i'm super grateful that god have blessed me with these looks of mine.

bought banana milk and longan for our usual lepak session!
seats at the cc totally booked, so we decided to head down to a playground just across the street.
and damn, i'm sure i had a good time just now.
playing the modernised see-saw with dear, swinging our way to laughters and meaningful quality time. (:
i sure love her damn lots!

ohhhh... ohhhh.. fuck..
i can't help but to say this, but dear was totally super-duper, fantastically hot!
with her blouse, inner tube and denim jeans. wow! extremely gorgeous.
and her smiles melt me like always.
she never fails to turn me on. LOLS.
kidding lah. haha.

hey, i'm consistently yawning right now.
guess i have to go.
good night! (:

this is for dear.
stay pretty, stay gorgeous, stay loving, and stay mine forever!
i love you, sweetheart.

hortpark, baby!

yay, yay!
my first entry since that horrendous 'potential break-up' incident.
let's not elaborate; it'll only bring the nightmare haunting back again.
three days gone, and things have been better than ever!
maybe we're starting to see the light, to appreciate each other better. (:
they said, 'it's only after you become friends with death, that you will appreciate life'.

so yeah, every single of the past three days have been great, apart from being penniless though.
no money, all misery.
and who says money don't bring happiness; it does okay.
only people under this state of mine will understand.

weekend's here, and there i go going out for dates!
budget date, but was still fantastic!
fortunately training have been permanently shifted to wednesday, if not i won't have any chance to go out on dates on saturdays.

and yes, yes, yes!
today, dear and me went to check out the coolest-latest-shit in town,
the much talked-about HORTPARK!
no worries, readers. pictures will be updated asap. (:

the most recent production of NEA, hortpark covers over 23 ha, linking the telok blangah/mount faber park with the 43 ha kent ridge park, all the way to west coast park!

alighting at the stop after alexandra road, with the raindrops dutifully falling along the pull of gravity, we were greeted by the mammoth hortpark signature-bridge, that links the suspension bridge leading to telok blangah park to the entrance of the hortpark.
man, i sure love the architecture and landscaping of the whole park settings!

going down the slopes, we bumped into a world of colours!
the gorgeous violet of the morning glories, the striking red of the hibiscus, and so much more other flowers that appeal the eyes.
i wasn't really interested though; i was struck in awe looking at this ridiculous-designed building which functioned as a shelter.
but looking back again, i realised that it was only the beginning of what to come.
what awaited me ahead were of pure brilliance; creativeness executed to perfection.
descriptions are beyond words, only illustrations could tell. (:
head down for yourself, to feel that fascination.

heading up ahead, we faced a huge predicament.
dear and me had two choices, to turn back down to the hortpark entrance, or to resume our 'greenery-tour' with a long 4.5km kent ridge park lying ahead.
the intelligent would choose the former, but the curious will choose the latter.
and the saying 'curiousity kills the cat' sure hits the spot this time.

despite the blazing heat coming for above, we, or me in fact, tried to stretch our limits.
we welcomed the challenge with no hesitance.
but it was a hellish journey i didn't see coming.
we crumbled, pleading for mercy, and praying for an escape route to get us out of our doldrum.
it was a lengthy expedition; i could feel a migrant's torment marching across the sahara.
a lil' exeggerating, but still.. HAHA.

with our hearts desperate for the end, and our throats desperate for water,
we found our escape.
and luckily, i'm able to read maps. (:
i felt relieved, but that wasn't the best feeling though.
i saved the best moment for the last.
i accomplished something today, for the first time.
that is, to carry dearest!
not much of a big deal, but it felt so good!
you know, for her to complement my strength and sweetness.
chey. LOLS!

no doubt, today's encounter was all about trust, faith, dependence and romance!
for us to hold on to each other thruout the tough times, for one to encourage the other, and for us to be isolated in a place of unknown, just the two of us.
but hey, don't worry. i didn't do anything naughty.
just get me right, being alone with your partner, and devoting all attentions to him/her.
that's the greatest feeling. (:

rightfully gaining our freedom after the unforgettable experience across kent-ridge park,
we promptly headed down to clementi for our meal!
mee soto and plum juice had never tasted any better. LOLS.
the rest of the time were of usual-ness; swallowing down sundaes from mac'd, gulping the lemon honey down my oesophagus, mucnhing the sticks of prawn crackers, while getting distracted by the wushu practice when i was suppose to study. (:

it was a great day, another great discovery.
i'm hoping to find new places for our weekly budget date.
anyone out there, with any suggestions, please inform me. (:
haha.

i so love today, and i so love my girlfriend.
you're the ever best. (:

nights, people.
and one last bad news, i lost my white nike band. :(
but i still have to be grateful i didn't lost dear three days ago. :)

SHILIN!

Hi there, this is Chua Shi Lin!
I'm bored. so i've decided to intrude 'Isham's privacy.
HEHEHEHEHE. evil like ever.
I MISS 'ISHAM I MISS 'ISHAM!

READ THIS 'ISHAM!

it's my turn to say!
我很爱很爱你！
i love you v much!

the best shit ever. (:

yeah, yeah! back on to blogging.
have been pretty busy lately. coming home late at night, and subsequently have no time at all to blog.
so since i'm viewing my mel, why not, spend a lil' time to blog this entry.
dearest have been bugging me to blog, with i was a lil' hesitant to.
haha.

so yeah. hands down, i had the best futsal training session today!
regaining my touch to put the balls into the nets, and increasingly becoming a cool-head under highly-pressurizing scenarios.
i'm so proud, i've been labelled as torres.. by my seniors.
that's all due to me ability as a targetman. (:

started training with a casual shooting session. and yes, woohoo!, i'm able to blast rockets like i used to. i'm so upbeat!
coming to serious training, had lil' stretching with maksim as our instructor.
went for a short jog from the court over to the field, ran one track and back.
saw dear, hehe. i smiled at her, but doubt she saw it. lols.
then did the ladder drill, before had ball-control practice around the cones.
it was then followed by a crappy ball exercise, which needs no elaboration.
next up, had ball possession training. teamed up with adi, farhan and kong siong.
and then, finally, the players were broken down into teams of four, for our usual futsal match. my team consisted of darryl, that wonderful keeper; mike, the ever-cool defender; poh hong, my rocket-blaster senior; and lastly, bama, the skinny but pacey winger.
initially i thought we weren't that strong, but hey, three consecutive matches ain't that bad. (:

i'm so content with myself. i managed to score seven goals in total; dear i recounted again. lols.
i hope this impressive record will remain for long.
the fabulous training session was darkened by the injured i obtained though.
my leg hair was shaved off when i was sliding for the ball, can you believe it.
now it's like a very cool hairless patch on my left shin. lols.
had a lil cramp, which still aches, as well as a swollen bone a lil' below my knee cap,
which is causing me to limp pitifully.
that's not all.. i'm still having a muscle strain on my right thigh and hamstring.
and my back, the injury nightmare is haunting me back again.
i'm praying that god will be kind to me. (:

putting the disappointments aside, i'm very pleased that i'm back to being myself during training.
i used to be a little timid, a lil' nervous when it comes to training.
now, i can see that contrast. not only hitting the back of the nets *just how many tiems must i say this, haha. guess i'm being a lil' too compacent. but i'm just so proud of it*, but also getting closer to my teammates, knowing them so much more, and also being able to forge a formidable partnership with farhan up front. (:
in short, i'm gradually growing to open myself up.
so glad. hehe.

so yeah, after training, dear waited for me. so sweet of her to offer me some help to pack my stuffs. thanks, dear!
and i was so happy to see her smile!
that's the best thing about her, her smile makes my day. (:
i'm not trying to bootlick or praise her, but you know, that's just the reason why i'm with her. (:
but the best thing of the night was getting that massage from dearest, which i initially refused.
and the most amazing thing was that she insisted and begged me to allow her to.
come on, i mean who would want to offer a massage to others.
even me, i would just forget about it if someone refuses. lols.

and yeah, like mentioned in shilin's blog, we are fast running out of cash!
so we had instant noodles, for supper!
lols.
not the first time though. haha.
you know, even having that cheapskate meal was a pleasure.
we get to communicate. that's quality time, man. (:

so off we went after supper, but definitely before having our routinal nine-kisses!
haha.
coolest shit ever. lols.

dear's sleeping now, and so i am leaving too.
blog again soon!
goodnight. (:


dearest, aku cinta padamu! hehe.
mashi isham, once again. (: