you know it ain't funny, when i talk about my money.

so much things to do, but so little time.
that, added to the no. 1 problem of being penniless.
not a single cent left, zilch.
military pay ain't sufficient for the time being,
looking at the things i need to attend to.


i've been spending way too much, within short period of time.
and the vicious cycle repeats over and over again,
leaving me with little, or no money at all, towards the final stretch
before the next payday.

but the consolation i can turn to is that i've been saving more
than half of the six-hundred-plus bucks.
and i shall be thankful to the two forces
which persistently provide me the drive to
consistently add on to my bank accounts.


one pleasant news i'd proudly like to share
is that SHILIN and ME have opened a joint-independent savings account!
how delighted i am that we are working towards our future,
a welcomed news especially when we've come this far
and certainly need a new direction to work towards.
i'll play my part, though i know it's just a minor percentage as compared
to her contribution.

pay rise in the coming month, up rank!
hopefully i'll form a better finance structure by then,
save more, spend more!
perhaps that's the problem with human nature.
wanting to much while having too little.