kl.. here i come!

for once, tomorrow appears to be of pure reluctance and hesitance.
how i wish the minute could stop running now, so that i can get hold of today and wish tomorrow would come later.

but time and tide waits for no man, so i can't help but to get through with this painful moment.

i'll be leaving for a vacation tomorrow, and although it won't be far, but it appears distant, given that i have to leave dearest all alone for the coming days.
KL, will I be at.

anyways, a short note to whom i'll be missing terribly.
i assume you know who you are. (:
please, please do take care of yourself while i'm gone.
knowing myself best, i know i can't help but to bombard you with text messages just to make sure you're fine. so, put your phone at your fingertips. (:
and lastly, do always know that i'll be thinking of you at every instance, alright? (:

you're so deeply loved, sweetheart. (:
can't get enough of you, just don't have the heart to leave you, even for a number of days.
nevermind.

i love you from the deepest of my heart, dearest. (:

thirteenth, thirteenth!

it's been two and a half hours since the clock struck midnight.
you weren't there to celebrate, but i know your soul's dancing merrily to my wishes.

just a month back, we were flying.
now we're thrown back down to earth, or rather, i was.
just when i thought i would be there at every moment you need me, i was wrong.

tmr's a new milestone.
the first month celebration coming into our first-year era.
but where will I be?
somewhere, but nowhere near your side.

I'm truly sorry my absence will ruin a supposed wonderful day.


nevermind, moving on.. let's cheer ourselves up a lil'.
it's been thirteen months.
not alot, but still, it keeps me wondering how i ever achieve this.
eleven more into our first aim, and i don't see why we can't go on.
this past month has been the best, from what I could remember.
quarrels have diminished, and times could not have been better.
that's simply tremendous.

so well, anyways.
a very HAPPY THIRTEENTH MONTH to my dearest sweetheart.
may this blissful journey go on with so much bless and love. (:

next up, the important one!
FOURTEENTH on the FOURTEEN!
so excited! (:

*you may be sound asleep now. but i'm really hoping you'll drop by here first thing in the morning. goodnight, honey.

annie! (:

I don't know why I'm doing this at this part of time. But I just feel like doing this. Don't ask me why, or rather, never ever ask me why.

Although the First Anniversary may be approximately a month back,
the reminiscence can never fail to be washed off from this memory of mine.
UNIFORM was the word of the day;
as our bodies got clad in identical green LACOSTE polos and as our minds grew alike so much.
we knew, by then, that we're in for one hell of fun.

A year back, Clarke Quay witnessed what appear to be a historical moment.
and at the turn of a milestone, Flyers became its successor.
So sweet and serene was the atmosphere, as two minds romanced at the peak of the Ferris.
Life was a dream, for once.
And as the night ages, the same two minds became inseparable.
we were, hoping that time would stand still.
But it was not to be.

The best ever fashion to end would to extract a line from our song,
that "I love you - I still do, and I'll always do."
Dearest, I love you.

anniversary! (:

DEAR! (:
HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY!
I LOVE YOU!

fabula! (:

hey, mood for updating is back! (:
i'm at the school's library now, having break.
so why not, update a lil'.


dear's absence over to thailand did no help to make my life any interesting.
one word to describe that weekend: empty.
the only best thing i did during dear's absence was to indulge sinfully over at sakura's with my family!
rate was $23 per head, and i really made full use of it. (:
i tried EVERY prawn available, and gosh.. the cheese and chilli prawn was awesome!
gotta go there again someday! (:

FAAAAAAAAASSSSSST FOOOOOORRRRRWAAAAAARDDDDDDDD!

friday, 31st October!
a night to remember! well, first-time experiences are always unforgettable! (:
it was, the night of NP@45!
the build-up to the event was damn funny.
the night before, then dear first announced that she'll be attending the event with her friends, WITHOUT ME, i was rather pissed off. come on, she didn't mentioned anything about it earlier.
didn't talk to dear for a moment, haha.
then at night, dear invited me along for the occasion. refused persistently at first, but i was rather feeling insecured - you know, when it comes to clubbing, anything can happen - so me, as a good boyfriend, agreed to join along. it was a good opportunity to make fresh ties with dear's classmates. (:

man, oh man. dj koflow was in the building, baby! LOLS.
great fun, and i danced like there was no tomorrow!
partied like a rockstar! HAHA.
so entertaining, dear was a dancing queen! (:

saturday, 1st november!
Can somebody just knock some sense into me, and tell me that one year has passed.
Just 365 days back, dear and I were celebrating her birthday on the night of our physics O's paper.

And today, we were together for the similar purpose yet again; the only differences were that she's a year older, and that we're already an official couple now.

Birthdays are truly to be enjoyed, and I can swear to anyone that we had the best time ever!
Underwater World was the place to be, and Swensens' - oh, it is always back there again - has never failed to live up to the occasion.

SKIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

the night of the first of november was one of the most unforgettable!
for the first time in my life, i organised a surprise!
and the best part, it was for my dear girl. (:
but hey, it would have all been impossible if it wasn't for my crew - mikhy, cabby, michee and purdey!
i swear to god, i tell you.. they are exactly the group of people you would want to have to create the greatest surprise ever.
i trusted them, laid the responsibilities on their shoulders.. and thank god, did they deliver what I was hoping for!
A REALLY SPLENDID EVENING! (:

the plan went smoothly - from blindfolding dearest with the school tie, to the pizza-dinner surprise, to the blinding "game", and finally the biggest surprise of all, the arrival of the cake and the fieryheart which bore dear's initials .
it was pretty cool, excellently planned and magnificently executed.
GOOD JOB, GUYS!
and belated it may be. but..
dear, happy seventeenth birthday! (:

wow, for the first time ever.. class 1M1, or then-called 1K1, became so united!
and i have to say, the surprise was a total success! (:
the whole class was planning to create a belated surprise for JoLee, whose birthday was just a day before mine.
i was all part of the surprise, and even contributed 5 bucks for the cake.
totally didn't expect the surprise to get back on to me, and was caught off-guard.
no wonder, i was the one tasked to distract JoLee off while they prepared the cake.
azzrul actually wanted me off the prep work cos i was also part of the surprise.
well done, guys.
and especially to you, azzrul. i know you'll read this somewhere, somehow.
thanks for the shirt and the cake man, you were determined to keep the surprise a complete secret although you faced alot of setbacks.
respect! (: thank you so much.

after candle-blowing and cake-cutting,
sean, eugene, JoLee and me spontaneously bought two more slices of cakes for cedric and john!
john's celebrating his birthday tmr, as of 25th october, while cedric's on the 29th!
so happy advance birthday wish, dudes! (:

so well, today was the first of the many days dear's apart from me.
and i'm not taking it very well.
felt a total difference, having to head home straight after school.. eating lunch with my friends.
and most apparent, not having to feel the beeps and vibrations of my hp, cos you're not there to feel my inbox. :(
i'll be patient though, and what's this compared to the one year i've waited for you? LOLS.

anw, got stuck on the song 'if i were a boy' by beyonce, lately.
and was listening to it on the mp3 while on the way home.
and i teared a lil'.
i'm not exeggarating, but i feel totally empty without miss chua shilin!
so you, yes you.. please jolly well get back home soon. so that i don't have to miss you so much. HAHA!
as i've promised, i'll give dear another clue today. and it'll be: heitr.
good luck, sweetheart!

i'm going off now! chiaos!
love you, dearest! (:

hey, back to blogging. it's been dead for a while, thank god i know that.

tuesday, 14th october was marvellous!
school was long, but was looking forward to the after-5-o'clock activities all day long.
headed down to holland village for our 11th month meal, at this muslim western food outlet.
very cool atmosphere;
during some moments, it felt like i wasn't in singapore. HAHA.
i had chicken chop, while dear had fish&chips! 5.80 each, standard price. (:
at by the roadside, downhill on the curb, indeed. LOLS.
dear was clad in her brand new forever 21 top, and looked absolutely great!
hot siol! haha.
swensens' gelato for dessert, had mixed nut crunch @ 5.90! (:
spent the night over at coffee bean, after much brain-cracking and hesitance,
simply cos we didn't had any plan B's after meal. LOLS.

thursday, the 16th, was a bomb! (:
and yes, it was my seventeenth birthday.
planned earlier to catch a movie, but didn't, eventually.
my phone got bombarded as early as the clock struck 12.
thanks everyone for the wishes! (:
and dear, it REALLY doesn't matter to me if you're not the first to wish me, yeah?
i have no qualms about that at all. the first doesn't mean it's the best wish, right?
in fact, or most expectedly, you sent me the longest and the sweetest text of all.
what could be better than that?! (:
headed to plaza singapura right after school, and had pizza hut for dinner!
didn't know pizza hut is currently having a very affordable meal offer..
of $11.90 for a whole set of pasta/baked rice/pan pizza, plus soup of the day, plus drinks, and ice cream. LOLS.
had chicken wings as well.
my stomach didn't go well for me during the whole course of the meal though, so had to make a visit to the toilet. took damn long..
but dear was so understanding and patient! didn't throw tantrum at all, how sweeeeeeeeeet! (:
love you, dearest. hehe.
the day was approaching night too quickly, that we decided against the movies.
went for shopping instead. (:
bought two mario kinder surprise-like eggs, which toy suprises inside.
had mario and his flower! adorable, actually. (:
it was the first ever time i spent my age-anniversary with my girlfriend, and no one had been more suitable if it wasn't you, dearest sweetheart! (:
thanks for the treat! (:

friday, the 17th.
school was pretty short, but it was a long day for me.
dear went over to leslie's place, and so i was a lil' lonely right after school.
so decided to head down to geylang to finally purchase the novel for mummy's birthday! (:
novel was at $14, while the vcd cost $10.
accompanied fazlee all the way down to his training centre at kampung ubi cc, and learnt new directions during the journey in bus 154. (:
at night, headed to pasir panjang to pick dearest up from leslie's.
many complications happened in between, but felt good that i was 'praised' as a good boyfriend. HAHAHAHA!
had kfc for supper! (: lols.

monday, 20th october. (:
back to training after a week absence, due to bad stomach flu.
but it was doing fine. (:
dearest's the best ever! waited for me to end training summore, 5-9! i love you so much.
thank you, dear. (:

tuesday, 21st october.
made a small suprise for mum, by placing our gifts at the round table just outside her door.
thought it was all good, but it was hurtful to hear that she had both the novel and the movie. :(
totally disappointed, but what to do.
i'm so proud of myself though, cos i was determined thruout the fight to get the novels. (:
caught movie with dearest! eagle eye was a hit!
and shia lebeouf; man, he's such a great actor. (: LOLS.
cinema's at west mall however, so the only best food we could get the was kfc. LOLS.
thanks for your company, dear. (:

23rd october!
school was short. (:
met dearest after school, and went to have our last meal together before she leaves for chiang mai. :( how lonely i'll be. LOLS.
had the usuals; rojak, minced meat noodle.
wanted to get a hoody today, but couldn't find any. so too bad, boy.
spent a lil' quality time with dear before i sent her home, and she cried. how sad i felt. :(
but it'll only be for a short while, i hope. (:
thanks once again, dear. (:

anyways! dearest's birthday coming wihtin the next 12 days.
and will be celebrating it on the first of november. (:
the plans aren't finalised yet, but it'll be a good one, i hope. LOLS.
so anw, to set the mood right and to keep the suspense up, gave dearest some clues and hints leading to the events for that day. (:
the letters given are scrambled, and the words formed are also in random sequence to create a sentence.
that means.. even after guessing the words right, she still have to rearrange the words given over the next 12 days to form the sentence, which is the theme of the event. (:
i'm praying she won't get it right before it hits the first of november. HAHA.
the word given today was: neerscpe.
LOLS. happy guessing, dearest. i'll update you again tmr. (:

goodbye for now, readers. i'll blog again soon. (:
and dear, although you may be in another land;
we'll always stay by each other k, regardless if it's physically or emotionally. (:
dear, one last say, i love you so much. (: mwah mwah!
smiles, your boyfriends, isham. (:

tragedies, on the first day of semester.

yesterday, was one of the most hectic days i've ever experienced lately.
had killer intestinal pains, and vomitted at 4 in the morning.
in school, was suffering from really bad stomach aches.
first futsal training since the week before the previous exams started, and it created much of a mixed experience for me.
returned to my goalscoring touch, but vomitted two times during the 'training' session.
i really don't know what's wrong with my body, but i'm sure to take medications.
i hope god will be kind to me tmr. (:
what a 'perfect' gift for our 11th month, but i shan't lament anymore.
it could have been worse.

anw, talking about 11th month..
i would like to wish dearest a Happy 11th Month! (:
just another month to go, yeah?
just 30 more days to flyers. HEHE.

well anyways,
i love you more than any other man loves his spouse/girlfriend/pet/wealth/himself!!
hope it'll be a better day tmr. (:
nights. ily, sl. (:

pictures; part 2!

when you're in love, the sweetest thing to you is your honey. (:

pictures; part 1!

pictures, pictures! in random sequence. (:


way back on 25th of september: pre-break fast guys photoshoot.
that's arab street anw. and the graffiti, it's not ours. (:
cam-pimps at work y'all.
very cool spot for a shot! (:
final group photo to cap off a fabulous outing! (:

the girls, over at danial's place.
the guys, in a rainbow of colours. (:
irshad's (bottom right hand, in black) place.
camwhoring over at nurdiniy's.
first group photo of the day! proudly.. at my house. (:

when no one's at home, the lenses and flashes prevails!

that's my latest piece of top, from springfield. (: hot, or not?

my lego-faced nephew nephew. purely adorable, ain't he?

aiman in bro's shades and gloves. (:

birthday! (: eleven month, woohoo!

hey, halooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo people! i'm back once again. (:
today, or on the 11th specifically, had supersized fun with dearest!
my best birthday celebration of all.. maybe becos i've yet to celebrate any of the past 16. :( lols.
but sure, had lotsa fun with dear.
actually there's never a time i didn't enjoy her company. (:

woke up really early, at 9, cos had to head down to conrad to get my salary voucher signed.
things didn't go too smoothly, and so was just on time to meet dear @ outram mrt.
original plan was lunch at dallas chicken, but it was closed. out of business, i think.
so after much discussion, went to bistro delifrance! (:
salad, potato pratin and steak for lunch, and kiwi diabolo for beverage.
the diabolo was one hell of greatness. right, dear? we'll make our own soon! (:
mized fruit tarts were a perfect sign-off for a sumptious birthday treat!

off to sentosa! (:
got tickets for cineblast and 4d magix!
cineblast was a hell of an experience! super creative, and super profitable for them.
the effects were so real, and the cabin ride was remarkable!
just like an actual rollercoaster ride, minus the blood-in-the-brain and excessive adrenaline rush. but super fantastic still! (:
4d magix was great too, although there are so much to improve.
the storyline was abit crappy, and the effects, apart from the water squirts and gas release, have so much room to be improved on.
still a lovely celebration throughout, and it's all from dear's crack of the brain. (:

long john for dinner!
and our $hopping $pree began after that.
here's the list of today's expenditures:

bistro delifrance: $42
7-eleven : $3.00 (bottled drinks & snacks)
cineblast & 4D magix: $52
sasa: $25 (perfume miniatures, face masks)
long john silver: $10
mark $ spencers: $14 (snacks, chips and shortcake)
forever 21: $18 (sleeveless top)
watsons: $5 (face masks)
giant: $15 (anlene milk for dear's mum)
food republic: $14 (tim sums for dear's mum)

woohoo, wtf. a cool $198 splashed today.
we gotta stop this, please dear.
time to save up, yeah? (:

but anw, million thanks dearest for another wonderful day together.
and for the first time, i forked out so little money.
i feel bad, but nevermind.
i'll do all the forking out of money when it comes to your day, your celebration.
and that'll be like 21 days from now. (:
i promise i'll top the celebration we had today.
happy eleventh month in advance, and happy birthday to me in advance too!

sweetheart, love you so much, alright?
just another month to half of our agreed contract! (:
love you, mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah!
pictures will be uploaded tmr, or the next time i blog again. (:

and people, thanks for allowing me to share my life story.
till then, adios. (:

the comeback kid!

woooooooooooooooooooooooow! holla back, people!
the wait is finally here, and the reluctance have successfully been overcame.
and here i am, after a month-plus-long hiatus, getting this accounts of mine back in business! (:

fasting month has been another lengthy one, but it has been great nonetheless.
managed to complete the whole month without barriers, although i came across lots of setbacks.
and, managed to meet dearest throughout the month too, although it wasn't every single day.
the endurance of fasting, despite being long and laborous, just creates a perfect mood for...
HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! (:

this year's hari raya seemed short but yet it was another good one, apart from the fact that my green packet collections have suffered a drastic decline.
that reminds us of ongoing wall street crash over in the States. LOLS.
still managed to collect a lil' over 200 bucks, but i'll be keeping aside those cash to save up for dearest's GUESS bag! HAHA.
promised to get her one, so i'm in the process of keeping true to my words.
and hopefully, with a minor contribution from my pay, i will get a good one, and it'll be a gift for our first anniversary. (: hehe.

i've been out of the house for consecutive days since the first of this month, except for saturday and sunday.
reason being, house visitations for the first three days of raya, and have been meeting up with dear on the rest of the days.
it feels good to venture out of the house once again, but feel a lil' sympathy for mum, cos she's all alone at home. :( her birthday's coming soon, and i'm looking to get her a novel! (:

lately, or on monday to be exact, i had one of the best outings with dearest since a while.
it's a really spontaneous date, but a good one nonetheless!
morning went for sports @ clementi sports hall. played badmintion and table tennis! (:
dearest, sorry for that middle finger i pointed to you! really sorry, yeah?
then headed to suntec! initially wanted to pay for the flyers' tickets, but failed to get a response from them. so went to find aiman's birthday present instead!
it was a whole shopping-spree outing, and it's been long since i spent so much at one go. LOLS.
got two pairs of 2-years-old clothings from fox for aiman, and a stunning-looking short sleeves from springfield for myself. (: dear got her own piece: a trendy green top from fox! (:
total expenditures, including dearest's and meals was $120+.
holy cow, now then i realise it's such a big amount. HAHA. nvm.

went to suntec again on tuesday, this time we really got to pay for the flyer tickets @ centennial tower. (:
flyers for first anniversary, baby! ooooh yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeahhhhhhhhhh! haha.

wednesday, went for hari raya outing with my primary school mates!
it's great to see a huge number of people present, especially when there were last minute changes the night before.
wow, a record 23 people present. LOLS.
my house was first on the list, and served them spaghetti on prego mushroom pasta sauce and spicy-hot chicken wings, alongside f&n orange. (:
over-2 hours-stay here, before moving off to mai's and nurdiniy's.
then off to irshad's, shikin's, hidayat's, nurdinah's, danial's and lastly fauzi's. (:
enjoyed the outing really much, especially when dear didn't give me any problems at all.
she trusts me, after all. haha!
took lotsa group photos! i'll be uploading them later. (:

anyway, anyway, anyway!
i'm so looking forward to saturday!
yes, yes! my birthday celebration! hehe.
it'll be a special meal at dallas chicken's, before a special Sentosa trip oraganised by dear!
so excited lah, haha. (: i'll need to plan a good one for dear's birthday and first year celebration to top the one she'll be organizing this saturday.
i'll be turning 17 soon also, in a week's time. (: cool, cool. lols.

till then, i guess. i'll update again this saturday, alright? (:
take care, people.. for now. (:

ps: my brothers are camwhores too, i didn't know.
and i followed suit, dumb. lols.
pictures to be put up soon! (:

lastly.. dearest, after a month, i'm putting this up again.
i simply love you so much! (: (:

recap

lols. people, people! this entry is fresh from the oven dated on 1st september.
the date displayed was when i first started this entry. and it's so long, that i have to delay the posting. so yeah, just take it that it's posted on the 1st of september. (:

wow, it's been a while since i've blog. lols.
guess i'll just do recap-ping over and over again, cos sometimes i arrive to a point when i'm totally reluctant to blog. haha.
so yeah, i'll recap on my daily accounts over the past three days!
starting from..




25th August - MONDAY!


the day started off brightly, with me reaching EARLIER for once.
agreed to meet at 9, but arrived ten minutes off the mark.
waited for dearest over at the busstop, and headed off to the coffeshop for breakfast!
breakfast was damn hilarious, cos one serving of the breakfast set was shared between me and dear.
all thanks to the uncle, who couldn't comprehend my initial order.
eventually, i made dearest eat 4 half-boiled eggs in total.
serve you right. (:


minutes before the clock hits 10, we made our way to the sports hall.
got ready, all excited, and started playing promptly.
and dumb, we forgot to stretched. and all these aches are the fruits of our negligence.


played badminton for close to two hours,
and god, it feels great to perpire again! come on, it's been awhile since i last shed a sweat!
regained my hitting-the-cock and smashing touches after a lengthy hiatus off the sport.
and before i knew i would, i lost my steam and succumbed to fatigue. LOLS.
lousy, lousy.


once the day reached noon, dear and me were alr preaparing our paddles for another two hours of action over at the table tennis section.
started pretty bad, as we were struggling to serve properly, and ended up looking like fools in a pool of aging professionals scattered among the other four tables.
but in the end, once we got the groove, everything went well.
and we even extended our playing time by an hour. LOLS.

had a minor quarrel, and went to dearest's place.
and off we went to jurong east to get the baking accesories.
man, i swear i hate shopping. i hate, i hate, i hate!
was running late to return home, but still managed to get some keropok lekor for 'dinner'!
nice, nice. crunchy and crispy! (:
that's simply my day. short and sweet, but fun-filled!



26th August - TUESDAY!

wow, had real fun baking at dearest's place!
my first ever baking experiece! although tiring, i gained some really useful skills.
but the most draining process was.. to stir the egg white!
damn, damn f-ing laborious, and this is just one of the reasons why i'm not compatible with anything related to cakes, or rather, baking. (:

complaints aside, the cake was a success.
and i was glad i played a part in it. HEHE. (:

then went to PRAWN!
another 26 bucks off our pockets.
was great fun, but the outcome.. only three prawns! so pathetic, felt like shit.
just when we thought we'd call it a day with three prawns, the i'm-very-envious-of uncle approached us, and offered us ALL of his catch! all fifteen of them, i think.
wow, such a nice man! god bless your generosity, grandpa.
it felt quite awkward lah, it's like the champion granting a soreloser his much-coveted trophy. LOLS.

it doesn't matter eventually, cos dear's mum decided to dispose all of them off.
such a waste, but it's okay.
no more prawning. (:



27th August - WEDNESDAY!

sentosa! yeah yeah, sentosa!
it was one of the days that i've been eyeing in my vacation calendar!

met dearest in the morning at vivocity, or specifically, GIANT SUPERMARKET!
was late, like always.
initally wanted to get mats at daiso, but dear told me it was still closed.
so went to GIANT for alternatives.
got this foam mat @ $3.99 each, and got two of them. i paid for them!
bought our food supply, and dear sponsored the costs. so nice! (:

what seemed to be a promising day turned ugly.
like the previous time, it rained. hell it rained.
guess it's the raining season, but was stubbornly hoping the rain won't fall.
at least, caught a short glimpse of the sun. managed to suntan a lil'.
hid under that multi-purpose hall while it rained, and played a lil' soccer.
and like always, there was room for quarrels. okay okay, now i admit it's my fault. LOLS.
once the quarrel dissolved, went back to soccer, before we had our eating-spree.

ate super lots, ranging over different kind of food! here's the list.
porridge for breakfast,
prawn crackers, ear biscuit, calbee hot & spicy as our munching snacks,
tap water, h2o to keep us hydtrated over at sentosa,
yong tau fuu for dinner
ben&jerry's cookie cheesecake and black raspberry yoghurt for dessert,
raspberry tea for post-dinner drink,
and finally, had mark&spencers' dutch shortcake in the bus home. (:

dear's got a reason to be happy; she's ended her long-search for kinder surprise. (:
fasting's month fast approaching, time to get fit and back on track!!



28th August - THURSDAY!

didn't meet dearest.
spent the whole day at home.
cleared my soon-to-be thrown-away study table, and discovered the good old things from the past.
took a while going thru my photo collection; saw my baby photo, my kindergarten graduation pictures, and lots of my self portraits!
didn't realise i was alr hot since last time. LOLS.

tidied up the house, and caught up with brother Is alot about his alaska trip.
cool, i want to be there!

for the first time in my life, i felt lost in my own house.
with the renovation taking place, i had to shift everything.
and things are no longer where it used to be. i hate changes, i swear!

i feel like i'm in the sitcom extreme makeover.
my room's in for a major change. okay lah, not too major. but it doesn't feels like my room anymore.
optimistically, changes can be good sometimes. (:

i'll upload images of my room once it's done with all the sofa delivery and all. (:



29th August - FRIDAY!

early teachers' day celebration, so headed down to TANGLIN!
had a chaotic night the day before. last-minute preparations for teachers' gift which ended in failure. at least, i managed to prepare the flowers. save my blushes; i didn't come empty-handed.

met dearest in the morning. agreed to have breakfast over at ayer rajah, but i arrived late!
what's with me, late asshole.
dear was so hot in her white blouse and long skirt. no kidding, her sight just couldn't get out of my head.
sat at the hall for awhile, to catch glimpses of the celebration.
quite crap.

came across all the teachers; it brings back all the good memories once again.
feels like tears gonna trickle down soon. man, i miss those good ol' days!
the best line i heard of the day was from ms. solastri, "hey, hey. look at that guy over there. he's put on alot of weight", referring to me.
yeah, yeah. it's all clear to see. i'm growing cheeks. wtf.
LOLS.

toured around school to find teachers, but i could only manage to give four of the eight flowers i had prepared.
missed out on ms. chu, mr. teo, ms. leong and mr. wan.

spent majority of my time over at the canteen, with the rest of four-e-ones.
thomas, tudor, joshua, clement, mikhail, noel, darren, nadirah, yuping, wanru, purdey, judith, cabrina, ling feng, felicia, kamrun, hamimah, jingying, xiu ting were there.

wrote a note for mrs. koh, part of the class's gigantic surprise for our form teacher.
wanted to write a template message for all the teachers, but didn't have time to make the cards.
so, too bad. maybe next year. LOLS.

after prayers, went for wall-e!!!
i had alr wanted to watch this movie when i first saw the trailer way back in february, while working at carrefour.
and the half-year wait was all worth it.
started out quite slow and boring, but overall it was hilarious!
a sure must-go! tickets only at $6 for students, so i recommend this movie. (:
my ratings: 4/5.

loitered around jurong east with all of them, planning for our vacation class chalet.
i think it's doom to fail. but still looking forward to the one-night stay. HAHA.

stomach was grumbling, so went for a meal!
was indecisive like always, but ended up at spagetti too again!
the baked rice is ommmmmmmmmph, awesome! (:

walked a lil', and sent dear home.
that's the beginning of my weekend. (:



30th August - Saturday!

Family day. went to abc brickworks @ queensway for breakfast.
had black pepper chicken rice. couldn't finish though.
went to fix my contacts, it's way past it's expiry date. LOLS.

went to ikea! final visit there before hari raya.
booked a very cool sofa-bed at just $199, plus a simple wooden table to finish the room set-up.
i'm so excited to get my room done! (:

in the afternoon, went for soccer with bro Is at boonlay sec!
the pitch was wet, and i returned to the field after a long 6 months on the sidelines.
and so, that spells H-E-L-L.
i couldn't keep up with the tempo of the game, cos was constantly out of breath.
had few chances to scored though, but netted none.
final score read 4-2, but not to my favour. hais.
looking forward to futsal training, miss the court. (: LOLS.

after prayers, went to yungsheng foodcourt for dinner.
that was where we found a lost hp. and as good samaritans, we returned it back to the owner.
(:



31st August - SUNDAY!

madrasah in the morning, and out with dearest after that.
had a bad, bad x 18750 quarrel. i felt useless, embarassed.
but things were bound to get normal, and it did.

lunched at macd's, my final meal with dear before the fasting month!
shared my childhood photos with dear, and commented alot.
i look really different from how i use to be. LOLS. people change. (:

then lepak-ed at jurong greens, the place where all happy memories were stored at.
had cornetto, and played heart attack. damn lame, but fun anyway. HAHA.

took tons of photos, and it feels great to look hot once again. LOLS!
a great 'final' day with dearest, and i'm sure after the promises made, i'll get thru this fasting period with total ease.

(:


dearest, everything's gonna be fine okay?
you have to keep your promises orh, if not i'll have a hard time over the next 29 days.
today was a good start, at least we're able to cope with each other's absence.
just get thru this one month and then we'll enjoy the rest of the eleven, alright?
maybe it is a good thing after all, maybe our infrequent meetings will make us appreciate each other more.
only god knows.
time for you to get on with life wihtout me temporarily.
but i'll appear back in your life once every two days, yeah? lols.
remember, i'll meet you on alternate days. (:
let's skip the obvious, definitely i'll miss going out with you and spending my day doing nothing with you.
but this period of time is bound to take place once every year in the hijr calendar.
hope you'll understand, dearest.

a big feast awaits you once it hits past first october.
so stay excited k?
we'll enjoy life after that.
i have lotsa plans for us. and like you know me, i have tons up my sleeves.
so set that as a motivation to get us thru. (:

hey lady, i love you like i've always did, and like i always do.
loves, my dear sweetheart. (:

my great two days!

pheeeeeeeeeeeew! the past two days was a hella great!

spent so much time with dearest, and did lotsa things! (:

and i'm damn damn glad that next week will be a continuation of a brilliant string of outings with dearest! (:

okay, let's do a recap of thursday and friday!

21st August - Thursday

a day meant for our belated 9th month celebration, and hell it went with distinctions.

but my day started off with a wrong footing; i took trouble to all lengths, but i still couldn't get the collage printed.

darn, darn!

felt so damn bad, cos i initially wanted to surprise dear with a laminated piece of it.

just not my day maybe. :(

so after wasting an hour at jurong east, i got on the train and went off to jurong point!

felt a lil' kiasu, cos bought a 7pm show at 1 in the afternoon. LOLS.

well, was afraid that tickets would run dry quick, so yeah.

got two tickets for 4bia, and the price was a lil' off my expectation,

maybe cos it was the day of release. (:

got home, took a lil' rest.. and within an hour, left home for ngee ann poly!

promised dearest to 'pick' her up, and so stayed true to my words.

kinda miss school though, and was so tempted to play futsal!

but i wasn't in the right attire.

settled down at cheers, and waited.. for a lil' over half an hour.

i was already a lil' agitated by then, cos we were behind time.

but everything went our way after that, and the bus ride was damn short.

so we got ahead of time schedule due to that. (:

had our meal at spagetti too! man, man. reasonably cheap, and reasonably delicious!

readers, you should check that place out! recommended! (: bill was $22++.

certified halal, no worries.

i had breaded chicken bake-d rice, and dear had shredded chicken pasta!

the bake-d rice was cheesefully yummy, and pasta was mouth-watering!

the strawberry milkshake is a must-try! blended ice-cream, just like swensens'!

and not to forget, we capped off our meal with a i-want-to-forget shredded chicken pizza!

man, it's so filling and so chickenful that i got jelak of it!

ate four slices, thanks to dearest's insistence. HAHA.

rushed our way through the crowd and off we went to jp!

we were early, and it was the first time ever that we entered the cinema as the first few.

you see, usually, we are the latest. either went the adverts are alr on, or when the movie has kicked off. LOLS.

kinda eerie though, cos we were about to watch a horror and people were streaming in slowly.

was expecting a huge crowd, but only half of the seats were occupied. eerie!

no lah, actually i was the timid one. hehe.

4bia is a well-structured movie not suitable for the faint-hearted, definitely. LOLS.

even me, as brave as i could be, showed glimpse of timidness. screamed thru the cinema during one of the scenes inside the airplane.

i could tell dearest was more terrified, she was closing her face most of the time.

man, i would rate this movie highly in my books.

it wasn't a pleasure, it was more of a torment watching the characters behind the screen.

it didn't fail to make the atmosphere intense, with pulses of horror every single moment.

sure i love it. (: but we vowed no more of any horror films. LOLS.

interesting experience.

go watch it okay, everyone? not to be missed.

movie ended at around 9.30, and fetched dear home.

all around it was a wonderful day, just that i was stained with paranoia thruout the night. LOLS!

22nd August - Friday

planned for a revisit buffet lunch at hei sushi @ downtown east, but fated not to.

dear had no appetite for sushi, while i was reluctant to travel so far.

so yeah, ended up at dearest's area, and went for friday prayers at As-syakirin. (:

left for clementi; a new beginning to our business adventure.

scouted for outfits, and got a few appealing ones.

walked about, and had lunch over at the coffeeshop just opposite sumo house.

and yes, had our new-favourite rojak!

was a lil' expensive, but nonetheless, delicious as ever!

went to dearest place after my evening prayers, and watched table tennis bronze playoffs!

li jiawei, although she didn't get any medals, she showed glimpses of brilliant world class play!

try again, miss li. (:

spend some time switching around the channels, and even dozed off!

couldn't stand the sleepiness, so went home swiftly.

dear was sick, and was worried about her.

but i know she'll be okay.

a great day yet again, cos i got to be with dearest. (:

23rd August - Today

i feel so bored. going to aunt's house later, and i feel so reluctant.

shits man. hais.

simply nothing to blog about today.

monday would be great, i hope.

continous hours of badminton, table tennis, swimming and football.

great, so excited! something to look forward to!

dear, we'll enjoy every moment k? lols.

till then, peeps.

take care.

dearest, you're loved. (:

wait, wait.

last but not least. my collage!

simply brilliant, ain't it?

ninth month celebration just moments away!
super excited for dear to get over and done with her paper,
and then we'll be off to spaghetti too!
then head down to jp for 4bia!

but first, in the morning, i'll have to leave home to get things done.
firstly, i'll head down to je to get our collage printed! woohoo!
i'm so dead proud of it. (: well at least, i didn't type that one.
it's more effort eh, dear. hehe!

then i'll have to head to jp, to get tickets for the 7.00pm 4bia, just in case it runs out quick,
for you know, tmr's the release.
so yeah, that'll be my day tmr.

man, oh man! thursday's just 24 hours away.
i'm super excited; it's time to experience enjoyment after such a long time.
holidays here again, finally. (:

my brain's working again!

woohoo, i've got all my plans sorted out.
9th month celebration will be off a simple one,
meal-venue will be spaghetti-too;
oh god, it's been long since the last time. three months ago, to be exact.
then we'll be off to the cinema? gonna catch four-bia.

four-bia; a spoonful of horror with a pinch of humour.
heard it's quite appealing and offers something new.
what more can you expect, four horror tales back-to-back.
sounds coooooool? but it's only available in shaw cinema.
so yeah, most probably heading to JEC, again..
LOLS.

then friday! weekly prayers at al-istighfar mosque over at pasir ris!
dearest would have to wait for me.
once the clock hits three, we would most likely be settled at hei sushi!
a revisit, hell yeah!
a return to meet my best friend, fried hotate! wooooohoooo!
HAHA.
man oh man, holidays holidays.
gotta make the best out of the nine days in between the end of dearest's examinations and the start of ramadhan. (: (: (:
dear, be excited! hehe.

saturday, maybe a hiatus?
cos i'll be heading down to my aunt's place for a gathering.
so-not looking forward to it. :(

but hey, hey! on monday, i'll be hitting the ground running once again!
maybe.. we'll have our sports day! hours of badminton, football and.. ping pong, maybe?
man, i can't help but wait. (:

for the rest of the days, a lot of other exciting activities will be in store!
the fish spa, sentosa and prawning!
hehehehehehe, i'm so high now.
can't wait for the coming week.

well for now, just a lil' concentration on my last remaining paper, the killer ENGMEC!
arrrrghhh, i have no confidence at all.
but too bad, life has got to go on.
and like i've always told dearest; to overcome your fears, you have to face it.
so here i am, preparing for that one final obstacle!
a carrot at the end of the race, baby!
a whole exciting week with dearest!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

till then, i'll be off on a hiatus for awhile, i guess.
cos i see my life stagnating for the next few days. LOLS.
so yeah, wish me a million lucks for my final paper, people. (:
and god will bless you millions back. (:

goodie-nights!
till you read again.

loves to my dearest chua shilin;
million loves, indeed.

new chapter. (:

Allah gave me one final chance today,
a chance for me to repent and rectify my mistakes.
and i'm taking it with open arms, and i'm keen to make full use of it.

i'm down with gratefulness, today was an excellent start.
and i'm hoping it'll stay that way.
i feel refreshed, i feel anew.
it'll be a new beginning with dearest.

long gone all those days, and here i am,
on the ninth month of my relationship,
vowing to change my forgettable habits, disgusting lifestyle.

a different isham, dearest. HEHE.
i love you always. (:

the fourteenth!

woooooooooooohooooo, fourteenth's here again!
and yeappie! it's the ninth month!
seems kinda long, been through lots of rough times together.
but here we are, dear and me, still going strong. (:

one bad thing though, we aren't gonna celebrate today. :(
cos my examination kicks off tomorrow.
but it's okay, 21st august will be of total awesomeness!
though i'm still cracking my head hard, to find ideas.
LOLS.

and so that'll be all for this post.
blog again soon, i guess. get updated! (:

once again, happy ninth month, dearest!
may we continue this till the bitter end!
i love you so much, sweetheart! (:

national day!! pictures. :)

national day 2008 @ marina bay

the first picture i took, a view of the stage, from my seat.
that's the view, to my right.
the iconic singapore view, to my diagonal right.
the huge floodlight, and the lighting tower, to my diagonal left.
singapore flyer! to my diagonal south-west.

that cloud, that threat which dimmed a perfect occasion.
a scene, relatively similar to independence day film!
the celebration opener, jet-ski display!
cheerleaders on the spotlight, a number hail from NP.
the red lions, gracing through the dim skies.

the HOMEteam motorcycles circling the upper tier.
schools' uniform group marching up the stage.
military defences forming NDP 08!
water display greeting the darkening skies.
smoke; blame it on the fireworks.

wow, singapore. a wonderful island.
20 of the 37 lit-up fish-shaped air balloons.
fullerton and his taller company; the nightlife.
focus's on the skyscrapers.
towers in blackout mode. no lah, just a camera flash mistake.

the neon spotlights did wonders. here, orange.
here, beams of blue. with the automated-erected towers.
orange and purple. awesome!
i certainly like this one, pleases my eyes.
and finally, the best for the last. the finale!

showtime's over.
we were the only ones left in our section.
whoa, a beauty. i've loved water displays since young.
beams of water jetting towards the skies.
the final picture taken of the day, ndp 08. (:

away from the spotlight, dear and me enjoy the flashes!

credits to dear, all the trouble to capture it for me. (:
red lights unleashing its blinding power. sl looks hot in here.
man, i certainly look bad in photos. i'm growing cheeks!
this gotta be one of my best shot. (: love the trembles.

the flyer wants some focus too.
another trembling effect, unintentionally.
this one's a good one too, at least i look kinda good here.
pardon all the spoutings, that's the only way i'm not going to look chubby.
my fav photo of the day! i love dear to bits! (: